Second day of Long distance relationship

[swannewzzy]

I don't even know where to begin......the distance sucks, the distance hurts. Every night I sleep with my engagement ring and cry myself to sleep while watching the notebook.....guess this movie has become my best-friend....somehow gives me hope that at the end of this distance it will be all worth it. Out of all the challenges we have faced with my boo....this is the greatest challenge...we draw strengths from each other....but damn feel like screaming and cursing at the distance but this truly sucks. Sometimes I feel like this is all a dream and I will just wake up in boo's hands and fill his face with wet kisses (he hates that). I don't even know how I got here....guess the sad feeling brought me here....needed to just let out all am feeling. Right now....I hate google so much been Googling how to make your long distance relationship/engagement work....and am just tired of reading, none of the articles really helped me. Deep down I was hoping one article would literally tell me how to arrange a kidnap and kidnap boo...lol first laugh since today. Somehow am not really worried about the distance because I've learnt to trust him.We have talked countless times when we are together about TRUST...it's a simple word with a deep meaning....he likes saying Trust bae is what fuels a relationship without it nothing goes forward. The challenges life throws at us....sometimes I feel like life just is not fair on us....but on the other side I know this distance is preparing us for something greater......and whatever happens we both will know how to handle it. 1 year is like 10 years in HELL!!!How I wish I can fast forward time and see him after a year. I love him so much.....this is weird but damn i miss seeing him sprinting in the morning for the MORNING GLORY SHIT.....it's weird when you're in love you start missing disgusting things your other half does....This distance has taught me how to be prayerful....I pray for boo everyday....we both are doing our masters and he had to let me go for a year to pursue my MBA in malta.....planning for his visit in december God willing.....Tonight is the same old routine....cry...watch notebook....chat to boo...and always tell him how much I miss him and love him. Distance gives me a reason to love harder.....yes we are miles apart...but we always tell each other I am here....in your heart always with you.

[hmrambling]

Are you a student? If yes, go to school. Focus on school.
Are you gainfully employed? If yes, go to work and be present at work.
Have friends? If yes, spend time with them. Enjoy yourself.
Have hobbies? If yes, spend time on your hobbies.
Have family? If yes, spend time with them.
Have interests? If yes, spend time on those things you are interested in.
Have internet? Read about the stages of relationships so that you will be knowledgeable about how relationships grow.
Exercised today? If not, go for a walk or jog or bike ride. Get active.
If you answered no to all of the above, change your life so that you can answer yes to some of these things.

Be a whole person so that you can be a whole person in a relationship. Become a priority and have a great relationship with yourself. Do not rely on your partner to complete you. Be a complete person whose partner is a positive addition to your life.