Hey everyone
I'm from South Africa and miss Aussie stumbles into my life and I discover she's everything I've ever wanted.We met online by pure accident.I've been single since 2006 when I lost my then gf to a drunk driver on our way to the car from a dinner.I didnt want to get close to anyone in fear of losing them again.Then this beautiful Aussie soul breaks down every single brick in the wall I've built.Being an affectionate and physical guy,its been really hard to deal with the distance between us,at times its gotten to me in a big way.I've spoken to her about it all and so scared it'll end up pushing her away,as I get quite emotional about it.I'm hoping for sort of advice from anyone who's been through this?How do I deal with it without pushing her away?
Everyday is a battle,I dont know how people do this for so long.
Am I abnormal?Overthinking it?
Please help!
I'm from South Africa and miss Aussie stumbles into my life and I discover she's everything I've ever wanted.We met online by pure accident.I've been single since 2006 when I lost my then gf to a drunk driver on our way to the car from a dinner.I didnt want to get close to anyone in fear of losing them again.Then this beautiful Aussie soul breaks down every single brick in the wall I've built.Being an affectionate and physical guy,its been really hard to deal with the distance between us,at times its gotten to me in a big way.I've spoken to her about it all and so scared it'll end up pushing her away,as I get quite emotional about it.I'm hoping for sort of advice from anyone who's been through this?How do I deal with it without pushing her away?
Everyday is a battle,I dont know how people do this for so long.
Am I abnormal?Overthinking it?
Please help!
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