In another thread I told how we had plans for him to visit me next week but they were cancelled because the flight company closed down last Monday.
When he arranged to come here next week there were a few things I noticed and didn't like it, such as: he decided on his own how long he was going to stay and the date of arrival and departure, without talking to me first or asking me anything. And he was going to stay at my house. I didn't like that.
Not only because I think he needs to talk to me first before book or buy anything but also because we are supposed to do things together, right!?
Now that this situation of cancelled plans happened, he continues to do things the same way. He asked for a refund and was waiting to see if he would get it until the end of the week to see if he was still able to come next week, and that if that doesn't happen he would reschedule his holidays at work to come at the end of the month instead, and although he decided all this in HIS head, he didn't tell me anything.
I've had to ask after all what are his plans before he would tell me anything. And again, he decided on his own that he would come at the end of the month, without asking me anything first.
I've had a serious conversation with him last Thursday about this, and I told him that I don't feel we are in a relationship, it feels like he is on his own deciding everything and he only communicate it to me after the decisions have been made. I am a person, not an object here waiting! I want to feel we are part of a team and decide things together!
He said he understands and I am right, and he also mentioned that he does things like that because he has been living on his own for a long time. Ok, fair enough. He also said that we would decide and book together next dates he would be able to come here.
Ok, so the week is over now, he didn't get a refund yet so he is not coming here next week, and, AGAIN, I do not know what his plans are.
Did he end up cancelling his holidays at work? I don't know. He said we would be deciding next dates, but when? I don't know. Is he stil expecting the refund to come before being able to book it again or will he wait until he receives next salary? I don't know.
Again, he is thinking all by himself and I do not know anything. I just feel being left out and not really part of a relationship. I TALKED to him about this, told him how I feel, he said he understands but still is not giving a damn again.
I mean, I cannot read his mind! If this was the other way around, I would be communicating with him about everything, especially because I would be staying at his house! I feel he is being inconsiderate and not caring about how I feel.
I am not even angry with this, I am just sad and questioning the "relationship". And this is not even a LDR problem, even if we were together he could still be like this, making plans on his own. But, on a LDR is even worse, because you NEED to communicate more, right!? This is really annoying.
Any advice? Thank you.
When he arranged to come here next week there were a few things I noticed and didn't like it, such as: he decided on his own how long he was going to stay and the date of arrival and departure, without talking to me first or asking me anything. And he was going to stay at my house. I didn't like that.
Not only because I think he needs to talk to me first before book or buy anything but also because we are supposed to do things together, right!?
Now that this situation of cancelled plans happened, he continues to do things the same way. He asked for a refund and was waiting to see if he would get it until the end of the week to see if he was still able to come next week, and that if that doesn't happen he would reschedule his holidays at work to come at the end of the month instead, and although he decided all this in HIS head, he didn't tell me anything.
I've had to ask after all what are his plans before he would tell me anything. And again, he decided on his own that he would come at the end of the month, without asking me anything first.
I've had a serious conversation with him last Thursday about this, and I told him that I don't feel we are in a relationship, it feels like he is on his own deciding everything and he only communicate it to me after the decisions have been made. I am a person, not an object here waiting! I want to feel we are part of a team and decide things together!
He said he understands and I am right, and he also mentioned that he does things like that because he has been living on his own for a long time. Ok, fair enough. He also said that we would decide and book together next dates he would be able to come here.
Ok, so the week is over now, he didn't get a refund yet so he is not coming here next week, and, AGAIN, I do not know what his plans are.
Did he end up cancelling his holidays at work? I don't know. He said we would be deciding next dates, but when? I don't know. Is he stil expecting the refund to come before being able to book it again or will he wait until he receives next salary? I don't know.
Again, he is thinking all by himself and I do not know anything. I just feel being left out and not really part of a relationship. I TALKED to him about this, told him how I feel, he said he understands but still is not giving a damn again.
I mean, I cannot read his mind! If this was the other way around, I would be communicating with him about everything, especially because I would be staying at his house! I feel he is being inconsiderate and not caring about how I feel.
I am not even angry with this, I am just sad and questioning the "relationship". And this is not even a LDR problem, even if we were together he could still be like this, making plans on his own. But, on a LDR is even worse, because you NEED to communicate more, right!? This is really annoying.
Any advice? Thank you.
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