My SO and I finally met after a year. We grew our relationship and started to make plans for me to move soon. He always said he was crazy about me and would be lost without me.
We even talked about my insecurities body wise. I sent pics so he would not be shocked about my tummy after babies. He said he still liked me inside and out and I didn't change anything.
The first meeting comes. We meet at the hotel and he immediately kisses me. We moved to the sofa talked a bit then things happened. After we lay in bed hold each other and talk a bit. Although it's a bit awkward still. Then after we decided to go to eat.
Now we are at the restaurant and still a bit awkward but I didn't want to art the bar too high because of nerves and all. We finish and head back. He puts his hand in my legs in the car ride back but pulls away after a few minutes. We drive and he says he's tired from the drive down all day and is going to bed. We lay and held each but then he rolls over and turns his back to me. Then I do the same. I can tell he's not asleep but just saying there. Now here's where im confused.
He had planned on staying all week. We planned things to do. He also told me if I needed to leave and come back due to having obligation to my kids he understands. Well, my daughter calls and has started her period and needed pads. She is 18 but doesn't drive and is there with her younger brother. Anyhow, I get up and have to leave. I grab my stuff and take it all. He gets up with me and just stands there and said I knew something like this would happen. We agree just to meet back up at 7 am the next morning because of im 30 minutes from the hotel.
At 4 am I get a text that he is checking out and heading to his army buddy's house to visit which he had planned on doing anyhow. He told me he didn't foresee himself wanting to see me anymore. I was devastated. This man had been overly excited to see me and had told me he foresaw us once meeting would be great for a long time to come. And that it was going to be the most memorable event in his life. He told me I was his world and seemed so into me up until we met in person.
What went wrong? Was it my looks or personality? What made him change his heart so suddenly? I loved him. He had a chance to come back thru but didn't want to. The last text from him said I was amazing at what I do in life but we were not meant to be plain and simple and to plz never talk to him again ever. I just don't understand.
We even talked about my insecurities body wise. I sent pics so he would not be shocked about my tummy after babies. He said he still liked me inside and out and I didn't change anything.
The first meeting comes. We meet at the hotel and he immediately kisses me. We moved to the sofa talked a bit then things happened. After we lay in bed hold each other and talk a bit. Although it's a bit awkward still. Then after we decided to go to eat.
Now we are at the restaurant and still a bit awkward but I didn't want to art the bar too high because of nerves and all. We finish and head back. He puts his hand in my legs in the car ride back but pulls away after a few minutes. We drive and he says he's tired from the drive down all day and is going to bed. We lay and held each but then he rolls over and turns his back to me. Then I do the same. I can tell he's not asleep but just saying there. Now here's where im confused.
He had planned on staying all week. We planned things to do. He also told me if I needed to leave and come back due to having obligation to my kids he understands. Well, my daughter calls and has started her period and needed pads. She is 18 but doesn't drive and is there with her younger brother. Anyhow, I get up and have to leave. I grab my stuff and take it all. He gets up with me and just stands there and said I knew something like this would happen. We agree just to meet back up at 7 am the next morning because of im 30 minutes from the hotel.
At 4 am I get a text that he is checking out and heading to his army buddy's house to visit which he had planned on doing anyhow. He told me he didn't foresee himself wanting to see me anymore. I was devastated. This man had been overly excited to see me and had told me he foresaw us once meeting would be great for a long time to come. And that it was going to be the most memorable event in his life. He told me I was his world and seemed so into me up until we met in person.
What went wrong? Was it my looks or personality? What made him change his heart so suddenly? I loved him. He had a chance to come back thru but didn't want to. The last text from him said I was amazing at what I do in life but we were not meant to be plain and simple and to plz never talk to him again ever. I just don't understand.
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