I've been in LDR with my SO for 2.5 years now and we haven't met personally. We always talk thru whatsapp and videocall when we're not busy. At first I'm fine with this set-up. We have so many plans about our future. But now I'm starting to doubt if any of our plans will become reality. Even just his plan on visiting me. I know I should be considerate because of the pandemic but every time we talk about meeting each other I would joke "yes, we'll meet after 5 years" and he would reply "yes" or "I'm willing to wait". I'm expecting him to say "sooner".
I'm at a loss right now. I can't tell him how I feel or my thoughts even if we've agreed to be honest with each other about our thoughts and feelings. The last time I told him something like this he was upset and hurt that something like that would cross my mind.
I need enlightenment and advice 😔
I'm at a loss right now. I can't tell him how I feel or my thoughts even if we've agreed to be honest with each other about our thoughts and feelings. The last time I told him something like this he was upset and hurt that something like that would cross my mind.
I need enlightenment and advice 😔
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