Yep I am having one of those days

[Belinda]

Journal Entry: August 17, 2012
8:09am

I will be on a plane to Tampa, Florida in 33 days.

That statement brings me little comfort today. I am stressed, anxious, nervous, tired, lost and lonely all at the same time. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control and I am not sure how to reel myself back in. I don’t know what to do, how to feel, or who to turn to for help, no one I know can possibly understand what I am going through. I can’t sleep at night, I can’t focus, and I have gained 8 pounds from my lowest weight from my recent loss. I really feel like I am slowly going insane.

[hans]

I totally understand what you are going through, I kind of have the same problem myself now. But I have been there before, and got out of it. As I have discovered the important thing is to talk to your SO and that he/she understands and respect your feelings. Then you can go in on a "higher level" in your relationship. That' how I feel at least
Good luck