My heart is really broken into right now. I got off the phone with my SO about 25 mins ago. i dont hardly get to talk to him anymore since he started a new job, he goes to bed early & doesnt even call me before hand to say goodnight or anything, i can understand last week that hes working & busy, but i thought well at least theres this weekend, i didnt talk to him friday, saturday came we talked for maybe 10 mins, now today hes got stuff to do, going over to a friends house to do his taxes & then watching a football game, & told me that if he gets home in time he will call me, i just told forget it not in exact words. when he hangs up with doesnt even say i love you or nothing, i tried calling back about 10 mins later & it just ranged, i havent seen him on cam in months, when i ask him if he still loves me he saids he does & asks why i keep asking him, he should see why i do, he just acts like he doesnt care about my feelings at all, i told him that if he keeps on ignoring me then i was moving on with my life, & he said well if you think that im ignoring you & feel like that you need to move on with your life then go ahead, & i said how can you so easly dismiss me, he said your dismissing yourself, my heart is broken so badly i dont know what i would do if i lost him. its bad enough that i dont get to be with him because of the distance but now this ? someone pleaseeee give me some advice i need it.
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