me and my boyfriend had been together a year online and we have just met this last week - it was magical and amazing and it was the best week of my life...
but now hes gone home and wont be back til february..
i used to think i missed him before we met but its nothing like how it is now.
i'm scared i wont get past this feeling - he left at midnight last night and it was heart wrenching waiting for the taxi to pick him up and today i just cant stop crying and i feel so depressed
listening to voice recordings we made and smelling his shirt just seems to make it even more painful - not a comfort.
i start back at college tomorrow too and im scared i wont be able to concentrate
has anyone got any tips about what they do when their SO leaves after a holiday together? things to take your mind off it or anything, also, how long before you start to feel normal again? by yourself and also when talking to your SO back inside the computer.
much advice and your opinions would be greatly appriciated, ive never felt so shit, hopeless and alone.
but now hes gone home and wont be back til february..
i used to think i missed him before we met but its nothing like how it is now.
i'm scared i wont get past this feeling - he left at midnight last night and it was heart wrenching waiting for the taxi to pick him up and today i just cant stop crying and i feel so depressed
listening to voice recordings we made and smelling his shirt just seems to make it even more painful - not a comfort.
i start back at college tomorrow too and im scared i wont be able to concentrate
has anyone got any tips about what they do when their SO leaves after a holiday together? things to take your mind off it or anything, also, how long before you start to feel normal again? by yourself and also when talking to your SO back inside the computer.
much advice and your opinions would be greatly appriciated, ive never felt so shit, hopeless and alone.
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