It's Really Over......

[raiblade3]

Ok.... So after finding out that my SO had went back to her ex the day AFTER we had had a LONG talk about US nd what we wanted nd such...... Needless to say i was honestly done with her nd her lies nd bull s***.... The hardest decision i ever had to make was kicking her out of my life for good... and it hurt soooo MUCH! I just thought it was better if i said my last goodbyes.. i wasnt mean or anything... this is the last message i sent her..it had a picture with the message too... "One for the road.. there will be bumps on this road but remember to stay strong like the fighter i know you are! dont ever give up. stay true to yourself nd you will succeed... always seek the path of truth. on this path you will never be put to shame. And in your time of need, look at this picture and gain ur strength from it... succeed in life. dont do anything that MIGHT displease ur parents... but above all dont do anything that MIGHT displease God.... turn to him... seek the path of truth and u will find great satisfaction". Needless to say she flipped her wig when she realized i was serious nd that she was really losing me....But i had to do what i felt was right :/ im sorry it had to end that way......





P.S. im not gonna be on here any less XD yall arent getting rid of me that easily lol love yall.... nd stay strong through ur LDRs! some dont work out but dont give up on life! its the best thing in the world!

[EBKitty]

Aww *Hugs* Sorry to hear that. Your message wasn't mean; it sounded polite and that you really meant it.

I hope you start feeling better. Letting go is hard, but like you said, you did what you felt was right.

Stay strong!

[raiblade3]

thanks :/ *hugs* now im sittin here listening to a bunch of sad songs :/ im gonna be depressed all day T_T

[raiblade3]

wooow this sucks!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT6E...eature=related

[EBKitty]

No no no! Don't listen to sad songs

[raiblade3]

i cant help it!!!!!!!!!!!

[LadyMarchHare]

I think you have a right to a 'mourning period' so the sad songs are fine as long as you don't shove yourself into a deep depression, know what I mean? It's the hardest thing to do, cutting someone you love from your life, but I think you made the right decision in the end and eventually you'll be able to move on and find someone who deserves you.

[raiblade3]

thanks :/ ur right.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuZB...eature=related

[Gurl]

While I am so sorry to hear she did that, I am glad you did what was best for you. Take a day or two and sad song/cry/yell and otherwise get the worst of it out. I am impressed with your final message, very big of you to give such sage advice as your parting words. Whenever you need to vent or need support as you heal, we are here for you. Take care of you, the rest will come with time

[ber6810]

Sorry to hear that hope all get's better for you, and keep your head up!

" when you lose something good, its because something better is coming along " !!

you just waitt!!

[amandamayaaa]

im really sorry to hear it didn't work out.. but the email you sent her was said really well.. it was for the best if you were that unhappy

[Heather]

Ali...hit me up on skype when you're on..

[ms_angel]

stay strong. i do believe that everything happens for a reason.. and i know that whenever god closes a door, he always opens a window. smile!

[Dauntedpoet]

I am thinking good thoughts for you and of you. Hugs

[Rach321]

Happy to see you're taking care of yourself- that's the most important thing that a person can do. I know it's not easy, and you have every right to grieve. But remind yourself that you are going to be happier in the long run. Hugs!