Andy's flying here on the 5th of December.. next Sunday.
Needless to say I'm horrified lol. 1% of it is cause I'm scared that we're actually gonna be living together although I know that's what I want... and 99% because he might get rejected! I HATE this feeling, knowing that some strange person is going to decide our future, someone who does not know us or anything about us. I just hate it.
We've done everything we can so far so technically we have a good chance of getting accepted... I'm just way too sceptical to feel confident about our case so I'm mostly preparing for bad news and hoping for good ones.
I don't even know if I want some advice or what but I just had to post something cause this waiting is driving me mad!!! I want to close the distance so bad and I don't know if we will! At least no matter what I'll see him soon... but I don't want him to ever go away again
Needless to say I'm horrified lol. 1% of it is cause I'm scared that we're actually gonna be living together although I know that's what I want... and 99% because he might get rejected! I HATE this feeling, knowing that some strange person is going to decide our future, someone who does not know us or anything about us. I just hate it.
We've done everything we can so far so technically we have a good chance of getting accepted... I'm just way too sceptical to feel confident about our case so I'm mostly preparing for bad news and hoping for good ones.
I don't even know if I want some advice or what but I just had to post something cause this waiting is driving me mad!!! I want to close the distance so bad and I don't know if we will! At least no matter what I'll see him soon... but I don't want him to ever go away again
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