15 days.. going way too slow.. withdraw.. blahh

[kymckenna]

I don't know whats wrong with me but it's like a feeling of love sickness and something else but it's hard to know what. I feel like I'm just having a bad withdraw issue. Sometimes I don't understand how I'm doing so well and I've always been told I'm stronger then I think.

The first few times he came to visit and after he left I went through depression stages.. Took me a week or two to get over and I was fine. He really makes me happy and he can make me smile and laugh just like that.
But I guess I miss being with him in person, being able to feel him because I forgot what it's like. I don't remember his kisses, I don't remember what it's like to sleep next to him or what it's like to be in his arms.

So I guess my question is, is there a way to get rid of it? I know time is usually the answer but anything that can make it go faster, or something that can ease it a little. Only 15 days till I see him.. Just want the empty feeling to go away.

Love knows no distance, no age, no race, and no sexuality.

[BabyGund]

I remember the same feeling in the weeks leading up to our first meet...all I can say is stay busy. That's the easiest way to make the time go by and ward off any yucky feelings.

[Micah]

I also suggest to keep busy. (This is from someone who has been snowed in her house for 3 days with absolutely nothing to do!) If you want to feel close to him, you could always make him something or write him a letter. That's what I do when my SO is unavailable and I feel like time is going by way too slow.