Do any of you feel bad and sad when you SO is going out for example? Do any of you feel like you do not want to go out or make new friends and all you want is talk to him/her, wait for him/her to get on a phone, internet, web camera....? Do any of you feel sad when he/she is out and you are not and you wish he /she was not (and coz you do not want them to go out or you are afraid they are out somewhere, but coz they are like the primary source of your happiness and when you do not have it in the evening or afternoon or smth, the whole picture of the world seems gloomy and you feel like you need to get out and do something just because that is what they are doing at the moment?)
I see posts on here about people posting "My SO is going away for college and I do not know what to do!...." Well I am in the opposite situation: i went away for college and the whole time last semester I did not want to get out and make new friends or anything and all I wanted was to at least hear/see/chat with my SO. I still haven't made any friends. Though, I realize it is not right and I should have my own life here, I feel like if I do, it will take us apart and I am afraid of it. He is a home buddy but every time he is not home, when he doesnt talk to me as much as usual, when he CAN but doesnt do web cam, when he is out doing something or even driving to WalMart, I feel sad. Distance is hard on me and it is especially hard coz me and my SO argue and things are not always great, but I feel like I am addicted to him. I wonder if any of you feel like that and what you do to not feel sad and lonely coz I have been feeling like that constantly, day by day for the past 6 months.
I see posts on here about people posting "My SO is going away for college and I do not know what to do!...." Well I am in the opposite situation: i went away for college and the whole time last semester I did not want to get out and make new friends or anything and all I wanted was to at least hear/see/chat with my SO. I still haven't made any friends. Though, I realize it is not right and I should have my own life here, I feel like if I do, it will take us apart and I am afraid of it. He is a home buddy but every time he is not home, when he doesnt talk to me as much as usual, when he CAN but doesnt do web cam, when he is out doing something or even driving to WalMart, I feel sad. Distance is hard on me and it is especially hard coz me and my SO argue and things are not always great, but I feel like I am addicted to him. I wonder if any of you feel like that and what you do to not feel sad and lonely coz I have been feeling like that constantly, day by day for the past 6 months.
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