I don't even know where to begin, haha..
so I'm in a new (long distance) relationship <3 it's been great!
I've known him for quite some time online but never really "wanted" to get to know him before. We had talked but nothing deep or meaningful because I was in a relationship and all that.
we've been going back and forth, constantly talking to each other, learning more about one another etc. I've never had a guy as interested in me as he is. I made it very clear from the get go that I wasn't ready for another relationship, I questioned whether I would ever do the whole long distance thing again. He gave me the whole "I'm ready when you're ready" speech it was nice that he understood and respected the fact that at the time I wasn't ready, he didn't push me but he still showed his interest without coming off too strong. I liked that A LOT! I told him my concerns about not wanting a long distance relationship and he agreed, he wants that physical connection as well as I do and it's important to the both of us..
After talking to him for quite sometime I told him I was confused about what we were, if someone were to ask me if I was single, what could I say? And he said that if someone were to ask him, he would say he was taken. I guess that kind of made it "official". I feel very good about this relationship, something I've never felt before. Even being 2000 miles away from him, I feel safe with him. He gives me those feelings that can't be described in words, I find myself smiling just thinking about him. I want to meet him and he wants to meet me. There were many ways to go about it, but I couldn't stand to wait any longer knowing that I was soo close. I want to be with him for my birthday <3 so in 6 days, I will be meeting him and in his ams for the first time. I'm so excited, yet nervous at the same time! I want him to like me just as much in person as he does online and on the phone, he says I have nothing to worry about.. but it's typical to worry, right? :P
Taking everything into consideration like me not having a job or going to school here and having nothing to do but do for everyone else and never myself, him being pretty settled in Missouri with his daughter and him working.. also a one way ticket being a bit cheaper and easier then round trip...if I like it and we connect, I'm staying there..but definitely have plan B ready in case it doesn't work out that way <3
so I'm back, sorta.. lol I have lots of packing and stuff to do!! we are both so happy and excited. FEB 1ST CANT COME QUICK ENOUGH!
so I'm in a new (long distance) relationship <3 it's been great!
I've known him for quite some time online but never really "wanted" to get to know him before. We had talked but nothing deep or meaningful because I was in a relationship and all that.
we've been going back and forth, constantly talking to each other, learning more about one another etc. I've never had a guy as interested in me as he is. I made it very clear from the get go that I wasn't ready for another relationship, I questioned whether I would ever do the whole long distance thing again. He gave me the whole "I'm ready when you're ready" speech it was nice that he understood and respected the fact that at the time I wasn't ready, he didn't push me but he still showed his interest without coming off too strong. I liked that A LOT! I told him my concerns about not wanting a long distance relationship and he agreed, he wants that physical connection as well as I do and it's important to the both of us..
After talking to him for quite sometime I told him I was confused about what we were, if someone were to ask me if I was single, what could I say? And he said that if someone were to ask him, he would say he was taken. I guess that kind of made it "official". I feel very good about this relationship, something I've never felt before. Even being 2000 miles away from him, I feel safe with him. He gives me those feelings that can't be described in words, I find myself smiling just thinking about him. I want to meet him and he wants to meet me. There were many ways to go about it, but I couldn't stand to wait any longer knowing that I was soo close. I want to be with him for my birthday <3 so in 6 days, I will be meeting him and in his ams for the first time. I'm so excited, yet nervous at the same time! I want him to like me just as much in person as he does online and on the phone, he says I have nothing to worry about.. but it's typical to worry, right? :P
Taking everything into consideration like me not having a job or going to school here and having nothing to do but do for everyone else and never myself, him being pretty settled in Missouri with his daughter and him working.. also a one way ticket being a bit cheaper and easier then round trip...if I like it and we connect, I'm staying there..but definitely have plan B ready in case it doesn't work out that way <3
so I'm back, sorta.. lol I have lots of packing and stuff to do!! we are both so happy and excited. FEB 1ST CANT COME QUICK ENOUGH!
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