Well my baggage of woes has been quite open to the forum posts for quite sometime now. I have not been in the best state of my mind lately. Considering the fact that there were reasons which my SO just gave hints to be but never discusses properly even when we were together over here in India.
I had planned to reduce the distance between us by going to those B schools which were near to her undergraduate school. This list of schools even she had with her too. Now when I am supposed to visit her family in February, she gave he doubts,reasons and everything on 28th of Dec. I did digest it all slowly but considering that I am in the helm of activities with respect to my career I have do think about her and feel so bad that she never really opened herself to me. I was literally an open book to her with all my plans in front of her to comment upon and discuss.
She showed no compassion for what I tried to accomplish with her and she just walked off. I do respect her decision but this has effected me badly. I am unable to keep my mind steady and keep focus on the activities.
I just wish she shouldnt have done all this and instead have waited for my admissions to finish up that is just the month of January. Later on we could have sorted things out or just let go. But she just put me into too much of emotional pressure and its tough to handle all of this simultaneously.
I have worked hard for past so many months with no social life, no parties and even no celebrations on the new year day. All I was working towards the deadlines and meet her and her family in february. And this is what I got in return.
Please help me out on this !!
love you all folks and thanks a lot for being there !!
This is a situation I have never faced in my life to be frank. So....
I had planned to reduce the distance between us by going to those B schools which were near to her undergraduate school. This list of schools even she had with her too. Now when I am supposed to visit her family in February, she gave he doubts,reasons and everything on 28th of Dec. I did digest it all slowly but considering that I am in the helm of activities with respect to my career I have do think about her and feel so bad that she never really opened herself to me. I was literally an open book to her with all my plans in front of her to comment upon and discuss.
She showed no compassion for what I tried to accomplish with her and she just walked off. I do respect her decision but this has effected me badly. I am unable to keep my mind steady and keep focus on the activities.
I just wish she shouldnt have done all this and instead have waited for my admissions to finish up that is just the month of January. Later on we could have sorted things out or just let go. But she just put me into too much of emotional pressure and its tough to handle all of this simultaneously.
I have worked hard for past so many months with no social life, no parties and even no celebrations on the new year day. All I was working towards the deadlines and meet her and her family in february. And this is what I got in return.
Please help me out on this !!
love you all folks and thanks a lot for being there !!
This is a situation I have never faced in my life to be frank. So....
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