I have been thinking a lot about what to tell him when i see him ... and i didnt come up with anything good.
Im so happy that no one spilled the beans about my visit, and he was REALLY surprised.
i came to his town, and had to walk past his work on the way to his place (where i thought he'd be). I couldn't see him working because there was a truck out the front, so he obviously didnt see me. I went to his place, his mum was there, she was excited to see me. Started screaming and such. She didnt know what time he was knockin off so i just had to wait (didnt wanna see him at work, because wanted to have first couple of mins to ourselves and ourselves only!)... I went to see my host mother at her work, she was surprised too! ;D it just made me so happy to see all this people happy to see me and getting really emotional over it.
So then his mum rang me saying he'll finish at 5... so i came around to his place at 4:30, but since she was there, i decided to walk up to his work and wait for him somewhere along the road, where he'd be walking.
And i did. He saw me right from the other end of the street... and OH MY GOD you should have seen his smile!
I haven't seen him smiling like that since... i probably never did! He gave me a hug, and a kiss ... a kind of kiss ive been longing for a while...
i walked him home, he had to get ready for footy training.... so then we left, but we went for a walk at night
we kind of knew we had to talk about things... but it seems all gone now again! ;/ i don't even see the point in talking about it, when we're happy. It's sooo hard.
I told him about my scholarship in USA and that im not gonna be able to move here sooner than in 3 years... we both agreed we are tired of long distance and dont wanna do it anymore.... so thats the scary part. Im only here for 3 weeks... and we dont know whats gonna happen next... ;/
so even though we'd love to enjoy the time we have together here. we still have to worry about the future.. and what to do with that relationship?
I also.. wanted to take things slowly... and im not staying at his place, just with my hostfamily. theyre amazing
anyways, just thought id tell everyone that im happy. we talk. and its gonna be great 3 weeks, im sure!
just... he hasnt said he loved me... yet.
but then again hes a guy. so he doesnt say that THAT often.
Im so happy that no one spilled the beans about my visit, and he was REALLY surprised.
i came to his town, and had to walk past his work on the way to his place (where i thought he'd be). I couldn't see him working because there was a truck out the front, so he obviously didnt see me. I went to his place, his mum was there, she was excited to see me. Started screaming and such. She didnt know what time he was knockin off so i just had to wait (didnt wanna see him at work, because wanted to have first couple of mins to ourselves and ourselves only!)... I went to see my host mother at her work, she was surprised too! ;D it just made me so happy to see all this people happy to see me and getting really emotional over it.
So then his mum rang me saying he'll finish at 5... so i came around to his place at 4:30, but since she was there, i decided to walk up to his work and wait for him somewhere along the road, where he'd be walking.
And i did. He saw me right from the other end of the street... and OH MY GOD you should have seen his smile!
I haven't seen him smiling like that since... i probably never did! He gave me a hug, and a kiss ... a kind of kiss ive been longing for a while...i walked him home, he had to get ready for footy training.... so then we left, but we went for a walk at night
we kind of knew we had to talk about things... but it seems all gone now again! ;/ i don't even see the point in talking about it, when we're happy. It's sooo hard.I told him about my scholarship in USA and that im not gonna be able to move here sooner than in 3 years... we both agreed we are tired of long distance and dont wanna do it anymore.... so thats the scary part. Im only here for 3 weeks... and we dont know whats gonna happen next... ;/
so even though we'd love to enjoy the time we have together here. we still have to worry about the future.. and what to do with that relationship?
I also.. wanted to take things slowly... and im not staying at his place, just with my hostfamily. theyre amazing
anyways, just thought id tell everyone that im happy. we talk. and its gonna be great 3 weeks, im sure!
just... he hasnt said he loved me... yet.
but then again hes a guy. so he doesnt say that THAT often.
...). It's also great that you have quite some people there who support you!
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