Well this morning started out fine, and then I started missing her and feeling lonely, she came online and i told her that and felt better after we talked it out over and she made me laugh hysterically. After awhile we told me about her friend that might try and come over to see her and she might not be online for a few days if that happens, well seeing as thats our only way of really getting to talk at the moment that upset me, and we got into a little bit of an argument and i hate arguing with her, and i know all couples argue but i still dont like it!! After awhile we were fine, and since she's living with her parents at the moment(not for long since shes moving in with a friend soon) and her laptop charger broke she was using her mom's laptop which they told her she cant be on everyday because it is her mom's, so that upset me more. And i know since we both are gonna be in the entertainment business at some point were gonna have days like this where we probably wont get to talk to each other, but ya know it dont mean im gonna like it nor do i wanna get used it!!!! Meh overall its a sucky day and not the type of day that i like having with her, i like saying goodnight to her and everything on a good note not a bad one thank god she has the patience of a saint with me and im glad she does. I just want to see her so so bad, and i wanna live with her really bad, its one of those days where long distance just plain sucks!!!
ok end of rant :/
ok end of rant :/
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