I'm here again. I actually ready the forum about once per month but I have been a long time without write here. I want to write a new presentation or explanation of my new situation, I want to ask advices.
I signed on here one year ago when I was with my korean girlfriend. She left me the last december and our story didn't have a happy ending, actually it had a slow and sad ending. After be a long time sad and having problems for forget her plus my failure in my other objectives (both normal and driving school) I asked to a girl in IMVU (virtual reality world) for be my IMVU girlfriend (no real one). Well I didn't want to start something serious, just have fun a bit and forget my ex. That girl is my age and she lives in a little indonesian island called Lombok. I guess I got an attraction for the asians, in her way of be, more sweet and "less bitchy".
I wasn't in love at all and I didn't want a real relationship. I just wanted a "game" one for less alone and more happy. She took that seriously very fast. All was too fast and I stopped her in one week but finally we took again the relationship in a slower way. The time happened and today is our 102th day of relationship. I know it's not a lot but it's getting important and I guess I already love her. But this relationship isn't going to anywhere... We can't meet in real life never ever. I thought ideas but I don't know how. And it still increases more and more my depression. She said that she loves me but that I should be with someone in real life but I really never had a relationship in real life, nobody likes me here and I don't know what to do. I'm scared about being years and years alone, more and more years sad, have a love who I can't meet and all this situation. I can keep an online relationship some months and make plans for be finally together for ever, but this situation is sad. As more love more sad but also more difficult to break.
I signed on here one year ago when I was with my korean girlfriend. She left me the last december and our story didn't have a happy ending, actually it had a slow and sad ending. After be a long time sad and having problems for forget her plus my failure in my other objectives (both normal and driving school) I asked to a girl in IMVU (virtual reality world) for be my IMVU girlfriend (no real one). Well I didn't want to start something serious, just have fun a bit and forget my ex. That girl is my age and she lives in a little indonesian island called Lombok. I guess I got an attraction for the asians, in her way of be, more sweet and "less bitchy".
I wasn't in love at all and I didn't want a real relationship. I just wanted a "game" one for less alone and more happy. She took that seriously very fast. All was too fast and I stopped her in one week but finally we took again the relationship in a slower way. The time happened and today is our 102th day of relationship. I know it's not a lot but it's getting important and I guess I already love her. But this relationship isn't going to anywhere... We can't meet in real life never ever. I thought ideas but I don't know how. And it still increases more and more my depression. She said that she loves me but that I should be with someone in real life but I really never had a relationship in real life, nobody likes me here and I don't know what to do. I'm scared about being years and years alone, more and more years sad, have a love who I can't meet and all this situation. I can keep an online relationship some months and make plans for be finally together for ever, but this situation is sad. As more love more sad but also more difficult to break.
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