Lately I've been feeling insecure I try to ignore it but I keep getting random thoughts that my boyfriend will leave me
I talked to him about it today.
ME : " Well Idk why but I've been feeling a tiny bit on the insecure side. I keep thinking that you might find someone up there and want to try things with someone else because they are closer... I've tried to put any type of thoughts like that out of my head.
I even have logical reasons why you wouldn't do such a thing.
But for some annoying reason the negative thought keeps popping up in my head... "
Robert : back
Me : welcome back
Robert : how are you?
Me : I'm good. did you get my last message?
and how are you?
Robert : yeah, I just read it. Right now I'm not looking for anyone else, and I'll be homeschooling so I won't likely get to see very many girls. besides that, we're doing good together.
( I feel like I'm looking at this too hard Like I keep seeing the " right now " part and I keep thinking there is an expiration date for us Ugh I know this is stupid and idk why I feel this way. )
Heres the rest of the convo :
Me: thank you sweetie
I wanted to suggest maybe doing a movie night once a week or every other week.
just to give us something to do together
Thanks I do feel better I love you
Robert : I love you too
Me: I'm just curious tho is there anything I could do to make you happier with the relationship?
Robert: seeing you lol
Me: Well if I get this job my first pay check is going toward that
If not maybe we can work something out for christmas
Robert: that'd be good
Me: Yeah, I can't make any promises tho. Other than as soon as I get the money I'm going to come see you
Robert:
Me: and I'm gonna snuggle you.
a lot lol
Robert: I'm tired
Me: well go take a nap if you want
Robert: I take nap. ttyl
Me: ttyl love
Robert: love you
Me: love you too
I have a horrid habbit of over thinking everything.
Idk am I just looking into the " right now " part too much?
What do you think?
I talked to him about it today.
ME : " Well Idk why but I've been feeling a tiny bit on the insecure side. I keep thinking that you might find someone up there and want to try things with someone else because they are closer... I've tried to put any type of thoughts like that out of my head.
I even have logical reasons why you wouldn't do such a thing.
But for some annoying reason the negative thought keeps popping up in my head... "
Robert : back
Me : welcome back
Robert : how are you?
Me : I'm good. did you get my last message?
and how are you?
Robert : yeah, I just read it. Right now I'm not looking for anyone else, and I'll be homeschooling so I won't likely get to see very many girls. besides that, we're doing good together.
( I feel like I'm looking at this too hard Like I keep seeing the " right now " part and I keep thinking there is an expiration date for us Ugh I know this is stupid and idk why I feel this way. )
Heres the rest of the convo :
Me: thank you sweetie
I wanted to suggest maybe doing a movie night once a week or every other week.
just to give us something to do together
Thanks I do feel better I love you
Robert : I love you too
Me: I'm just curious tho is there anything I could do to make you happier with the relationship?
Robert: seeing you lol
Me: Well if I get this job my first pay check is going toward that
If not maybe we can work something out for christmas
Robert: that'd be good
Me: Yeah, I can't make any promises tho. Other than as soon as I get the money I'm going to come see you
Robert:
Me: and I'm gonna snuggle you.
a lot lol
Robert: I'm tired
Me: well go take a nap if you want
Robert: I take nap. ttyl
Me: ttyl love
Robert: love you
Me: love you too
I have a horrid habbit of over thinking everything.
Idk am I just looking into the " right now " part too much?
What do you think?
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