He bought his tickets, and he gave me a nice little surprise in the form of another week with him as well. I am so happy, and not just a little bit nervous at the same time!
I am still worried he won't make it through immigration even though his ESTA was approved, just because I worry really easily and alot. He makes me happy, I have bad luck, so therefore I assume anything that makes me happy will be taken away. So while I am excited, I am afraid he didn't get the 'girly freak out squeeee' moment he was looking for because I am so afraid something will go wrong.
It couldn't have come at a better time either, all week his net has been down so we have had limited contact and all day Monday I pretty much was sick with worry since due to storms he wasn't even able to tell me his net was out. 24 hrs no contact = me freaking the FRICK out. Turns out he is ok, but that was still a horrible experience, and then to be feeling the distance so acutely this week...tickets were needed. Oct 11th will either be the happiest day of my life so far, or the worst. I wish I had some reassurance he will be let in.
I am still worried he won't make it through immigration even though his ESTA was approved, just because I worry really easily and alot. He makes me happy, I have bad luck, so therefore I assume anything that makes me happy will be taken away. So while I am excited, I am afraid he didn't get the 'girly freak out squeeee' moment he was looking for because I am so afraid something will go wrong.
It couldn't have come at a better time either, all week his net has been down so we have had limited contact and all day Monday I pretty much was sick with worry since due to storms he wasn't even able to tell me his net was out. 24 hrs no contact = me freaking the FRICK out. Turns out he is ok, but that was still a horrible experience, and then to be feeling the distance so acutely this week...tickets were needed. Oct 11th will either be the happiest day of my life so far, or the worst. I wish I had some reassurance he will be let in.
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