So he just left and unfortunately he couldnt stay long. Neither of us actually said the works breaking up but it was implied. He started with you know its for the best and I did. I did quite a bit of crying for the twenty minutes he was there. He hugged a few times which made me cry more. He asked me if i had any questions but thinking about asking made me cry. But as he said nothing changes apart from the fact we arnt bf and gf, we shall still talk and hang out. He said it will be easier because with stress and that and he mentioned how we hadnt really been talking much because of it. Plus now that he is home he has two jobs. I asked if we would ever get back together again and he said if we can get back to the place we were before hand ( you know having fun and talking and that) we would have to see. But for now we are good friends. And although I was/am crying its not like much changes. I asked about you know changing facebook and that. I said I'm not ready to change it just because if people were to bring it up it would make me cry. I said it would be funny to watch people freak out about it lol and he said let him know so we could do it together and watch them. When he left I asked when we could hang again and he said we will try and see
So yeah that is it. Im trying to calm myself down enough so i can go to work ect. But, for now, its over. But like he said that could change if we get back to how we used to be. So for now I think im gonna stick around LFAD.
So yeah that is it. Im trying to calm myself down enough so i can go to work ect. But, for now, its over. But like he said that could change if we get back to how we used to be. So for now I think im gonna stick around LFAD.
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