:/ it's so hard..

[Megan]

I do have a question.. I didn't see any.. well, homosexual dating tips and advice, but I saw a few things that could help me with a girlfriend of almost 9 months in a few days.. And I just don't know what to do. She has ADD, and gets very bored with the computer or texting me a lot.. and she's never on the computer too much anymore. Really, she's got more of a life than me. I have..never had a relationship with anyone else before.. I have never kissed anybody, never really been held.. And over the months it's gotten harder and harder to stand the fact that she can't be here. She was supposed to come over the summer but her family is taking a vacation.. And I'm going somewhere too. How do I keep this going? She doesn't like gifts from me.. because she thinks if I were to ever leave her it would drive her suicidal with all the things she has. We have sent 2 letters to each other, adding along with my gifts I have sent a ring and a bracelet. And another thing, our parents don't know anything about us. All they know is that we're two best friends who talk way too much. So two questions.. what can I do to keep it going.. and how can I make the pain go away from not having her here..

[xsomanymilesx]

hmmm. i think that sending letters is a good idea so you should do that more, especially cos she cant sit at the computer for long bouts of time, you could write cute things in the letters. uuum... you cant really take the pain away from missing her but you could try and go out a bit more when shes away from the computer, then you wont feel lonely... my parents dont know about me and my SO either... im in the same positon as you. do you use MSN or Skype, because with skype she can be doing other things aswel as talking to you and it might make her not as bored. i hope this helps. also, try and make a new time to meet, having a date to aim for really helps !!! and it makes you feel like it wont be like this forever and gives you strength to go on

[Megan]

^ She doesn't have cam, and I have never seen her on cam.. but she's seen me. A day we can meet? Um.. ;/

[Mio]

Try to make a plan to see each other soon, and try the things to do list from this site. Hope you feel better soon!

[Megan]

Well, she is many states away and we can't see each other for at least a year..