Missing him. As hell.

[Engel]

Everytime I look at you
I loose my breath, I loose myself.

Everytime I'm in your arms,
I wish we never would be appart,

again.


When you are gone and I'm all alone,
I just have you in my mind,

all the time.



I love you, like I never loved before,
I love you, like I never thought possible to do so,

I love you, I love you.
Every night and every day.


And I am yours, forever and beyond.


Engel



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I just sent this to him as an e-mail. sometimes I feel like putting my feelings into words, and though I cant propperly, there arent enough words to express what I feel, I try.

[megfashion]

thats a sweet message. if you cant find the words - try putting how you feel into a story and then writing it as a poem. i did that with the passing and it helped significantly... starting to do it about the distance :P x

hope you are ok x

[Engel]

Its what I tried to do. I mean, it is a poem still I guess, just not the kind that rhyme a lot, but I made it for him, so I guess thats what counts. <3

And Im ok, just a little cold though wich is bad because today I was supposed to work at the Zobiw Walk here in the city, my best friend is organizing it, i used to organize with her previus years, but this year i will just work on the party after the actual walk, that is, if i feel better til the night

[Sunbeam]

I write poems to help say the things I can't verbalize too *hugs*