I just cried it all out. :)

[ams.201220]

Ok, so I have just been feeling really overwhelmed by everything. I have finals next week, my SO and I just got over a rough patch, and Mama is getting Mama-like. Money is becoming an issue because I'm already $42,000.00 in debt for my first year of college. I've just been feeling depressed-ish, and when my boyfriend called me tonight to just talk, I literally just cried after he said "Hello", and he had no clue what to do. And we stayed like that for about forty-five minutes. But surprisingly, I felt soooo much better after he calmed me down, even though he had no idea what it was about.

And that's when I thought that I'm totally content being in a long-distance relationship. Because I don't think I would love anybody else that way.

[digitalfever]

Ok, so I have just been feeling really overwhelmed by everything. I have finals next week, my SO and I just got over a rough patch, and Mama is getting Mama-like. Money is becoming an issue because I'm already $42,000.00 in debt for my first year of college. I've just been feeling depressed-ish, and when my boyfriend called me tonight to just talk, I literally just cried after he said "Hello", and he had no clue what to do. And we stayed like that for about forty-five minutes. But surprisingly, I felt soooo much better after he calmed me down, even though he had no idea what it was about.

And that's when I thought that I'm totally content being in a long-distance relationship. Because I don't think I would love anybody else that way.

I can honestly say that I have no idea how I’d handle American school debt as it seems overwhelming just to read that you 42k in debt for one semester. My heart goes out to you!

[shootingstar]

I know how you feel A few semesters ago I got so overwhelmed with work, and just kept thinking I'm going to come out of this with around 100,000$ in debt and not even a guaranteed job! I cried in 3 different professors offices for no real reason other than stress. I have all the empathy in the world for you!

[loveknowsnodistance27]

Sometimes, it all builds up inside and being able to cry it out to your SO is the best feeling ever. You feel like a weight is lifted off your shoulders. LDR's are tough, school is tough. But, a good cry always makes me feel better.

[CountryGirl]

I know completely how you feel. As I approach finals next week I'm super stressed too. I've got a million things on my plate right now and I've just got the Christmas blues. I would love for my SO to just call me so I can cry but I've been holding it in and hiding how depressed I really am at the moment. I'm trying to get stuff set up for Study Abroad in the fall and it cost a fortune and I'm worrying about my debt that I'm racking up. It's hard when my SO doesn't understand. But girl, you just cry and do what you have to do to feel better. It will all work out, at least that's what I keep telling myself to get through the day.

[dukes2011]

I just did the same thing about an hour ago, so I know what you mean! It's comforting to know there's someone who can calm you down even when you aren't there.

[rach92g]

Not that I love to cry or anything, but I love those moments. Sometimes I just get so depressed about being away from him for so long (and it usually happens when I'm about to start my period so I'm emotional anyways) and I just cry for long time with him on the phone and after that I feel 1000 times better. It's what they're for! I love being so comfortable with my SO.

[Softy]

I have one thing to say:


/hug.


I hope u do feel a lil better ^ -^

[floridaellen]

Sometimes all you need is a good cry! I have finals starting in 4 days (ah that's scary to type) and I know I will have at least one breakdown moment before then!

I'm sorry you have to go into so much debt My undergrad won't be that bad but I know my grad degree is going to kill me financially.

[melarie]

School debt is a bitch, and one of the main reasons I'm not going to college. I can't imagine going $30,000 in debt to spend 4 years doing something I've barely been able to motivate myself to do for the last 7 years.

But I know how you feel. Crying while we're skyping has become really comforting for me. Not that I do it a lot, but the last couple weeks I've been really emotional (probably cause I switched birth controls and got the times all mixed up) and have been crying at little things all the time. It's so nice to have someone who can calm you down in those moments without even really doing anything. I try not to though because I think the first time he saw me cry he said it almost made him cry. :P

[ams.201220]

I can honestly say that I have no idea how I’d handle American school debt as it seems overwhelming just to read that you 42k in debt for one semester. My heart goes out to you!

Aww! Thank you! I'm working on it, believe me...

[ams.201220]

I know how you feel A few semesters ago I got so overwhelmed with work, and just kept thinking I'm going to come out of this with around 100,000$ in debt and not even a guaranteed job! I cried in 3 different professors offices for no real reason other than stress. I have all the empathy in the world for you!

Thank you so much! Stress is killer. I've cried like four times since I've posted this message. It's awful.

[ams.201220]

Sometimes, it all builds up inside and being able to cry it out to your SO is the best feeling ever. You feel like a weight is lifted off your shoulders. LDR's are tough, school is tough. But, a good cry always makes me feel better.

Absolutely! I felt like a million times better until I actually started studying :P

[ams.201220]

I know completely how you feel. As I approach finals next week I'm super stressed too. I've got a million things on my plate right now and I've just got the Christmas blues. I would love for my SO to just call me so I can cry but I've been holding it in and hiding how depressed I really am at the moment. I'm trying to get stuff set up for Study Abroad in the fall and it cost a fortune and I'm worrying about my debt that I'm racking up. It's hard when my SO doesn't understand. But girl, you just cry and do what you have to do to feel better. It will all work out, at least that's what I keep telling myself to get through the day.

Awww! I wish you the best of luck on your finals, Chica! I'm just at that point where I don't really care so much anymore. :P I really hope you're able to talk to your SO! Mine made me feel so much better, even if it wasn't even related to finals. And money is just dumb. I wanna find the person who invented it, and tell them I'd like to return to the penny value.

[ams.201220]

I just did the same thing about an hour ago, so I know what you mean! It's comforting to know there's someone who can calm you down even when you aren't there.

Exactly!!! Life is just sooo much better for some reason! i'm glad it all worked out for you in the end!