Hey Guys, I'm Bria.
I was in an LDR for 9 months, and I called it quits two days ago.
Everything was going well until his birthday visit in October which I flew from my home in buffalo to his in New Jersey.
A week before this trip he'd gotten into an accident and totaled his car. He then told me he didn't want to be in a relationship anymore, and he didn't know how he felt about me anymore. I was hurt and angry and I told him he should reimburse me my flight, and I'd leave him alone. The day before my flight he begged me to come & he apologized and said he just was stressed about the accident. So I still loved him, I went. He was extremely moody when I got there, didn't want to do much & even when I wanted to make love he shoved me away. I finally gathered my things to leave after cursing him out. It was our worst visit ever. He begged me again, and this time cried about being stressed out and I gave in. We promised to start over, fresh.
I went home and things were good for a short period of time. Then two weeks ago He randomly accused me of never being available to him, being an awful girlfriend. Meanwhile he'd ignored my texts, so I'd gone out with my friends and stopped worrying about him. By now I had HAD it! I lost my cool, my temper. He blocked me on his phone, social media everything.
We didn't talk to eachother for week and I was hurt, devastated. All of this behavior came out of nowhere. He sent me a long text message apologizing begging for another chance. This time I told him that we could take things day by day, and I had rules now that if they were broken I was done.
things went well for a little bit, we even seemed to get along way better. He asked me for nude photos and I told him I didn't feel comfortable doing it because I was still hurt & healing. He said he understood but when I asked to FaceTime he said he was going to bed. The next day the same thing, he was too tired to talk. My final straw was when I had a rough day , and needed someone to talk to and he texted me and said "We'll see I'm busy doing homework". I felt like garbage.
He called me eventually and I expressed that I was stressed out and he barely said 3 words to me. So I felt like I was being a burden or interrupting his homework so I hung up.
I finally texted him and told him I didn't want it anymore, and good luck. He found every reason possible why all of this was my fault. I just blocked him. I feel so abused & empty. He changed randomly on me and I don't know why.
I was in an LDR for 9 months, and I called it quits two days ago.
Everything was going well until his birthday visit in October which I flew from my home in buffalo to his in New Jersey.
A week before this trip he'd gotten into an accident and totaled his car. He then told me he didn't want to be in a relationship anymore, and he didn't know how he felt about me anymore. I was hurt and angry and I told him he should reimburse me my flight, and I'd leave him alone. The day before my flight he begged me to come & he apologized and said he just was stressed about the accident. So I still loved him, I went. He was extremely moody when I got there, didn't want to do much & even when I wanted to make love he shoved me away. I finally gathered my things to leave after cursing him out. It was our worst visit ever. He begged me again, and this time cried about being stressed out and I gave in. We promised to start over, fresh.
I went home and things were good for a short period of time. Then two weeks ago He randomly accused me of never being available to him, being an awful girlfriend. Meanwhile he'd ignored my texts, so I'd gone out with my friends and stopped worrying about him. By now I had HAD it! I lost my cool, my temper. He blocked me on his phone, social media everything.
We didn't talk to eachother for week and I was hurt, devastated. All of this behavior came out of nowhere. He sent me a long text message apologizing begging for another chance. This time I told him that we could take things day by day, and I had rules now that if they were broken I was done.
things went well for a little bit, we even seemed to get along way better. He asked me for nude photos and I told him I didn't feel comfortable doing it because I was still hurt & healing. He said he understood but when I asked to FaceTime he said he was going to bed. The next day the same thing, he was too tired to talk. My final straw was when I had a rough day , and needed someone to talk to and he texted me and said "We'll see I'm busy doing homework". I felt like garbage.
He called me eventually and I expressed that I was stressed out and he barely said 3 words to me. So I felt like I was being a burden or interrupting his homework so I hung up.
I finally texted him and told him I didn't want it anymore, and good luck. He found every reason possible why all of this was my fault. I just blocked him. I feel so abused & empty. He changed randomly on me and I don't know why.
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