We broke up..
It happened last night at my friend's house. I got to borrow her computer to talk with him.
well, I kinda saw it coming... Don't get me wrong, I'm heartbroken! and I'd do anything to have him back!..but I understand
him... We love each other but it just can't work like this.. if it wasn't for the distance, he'd never let me go.
In the beginning of the conversation, we were arguing a little about it, since I was angry about his desicion.. but after that, we softened up, because we don't want to go apart with hating each other.. it would make everything much worse!.. we got Everything out in that conversation!.. about how these last 2 years have been like, and being thankful for all the memories!.. and I was thanking him for being my first love and teaching me what love is, and he thanked me for being the best girlfriend he's ever had. The last 2 he dated years ago are forgotten because they were terrible.. but he promised he would Always remember me in his heart. I promised the same.
We told each other to remember to give our families hugs from one another, and to the rest who knew about us. and we made a deal that we would keep all our pictures, messages, videos in a file so it won't be forgotten, and we could look back at it.. and the same thing with keeping the things we sended each other. but we agreed to delete all the inappropriate things we had, because it wouldn't be right. We told each other the things we've Always liked the most about each other, inside and out!.. and I told him his future girlfriend will be Very lucky to have such a wonderful man! and he told me my future boyfriend will be Very lucky to have such a beautiful and loving girl!... and we told each other, if we are lucky, and if it's in god's will, maybe we'll met someday..<3 who knows.. there's always hope. I don't plan on living in this country forever, anyway. He knew that.
But for now, we have decided to stay friends, and still have contact to each other. just not on facebook.. because we'd just end up starring at our profiles all day long.. but we still have contact on skype, hotmail, and cellphone. He told me to be very careful with guys, and if someone ever tried to hurt me or break my heart, I should call him and he'd take care of it.(I guess by giving them a message or something.) and I told him if he ever was sad, alone or needed advice, I am here too..
We made a another deal that we'd first delete each other on facebook when we'd send each other a Special status to each others profiles, right before New Years at the evening. I added that I will add a special song I want him to listen very well to, that describes our relationship. and we promised when the clock hits 12:00 we'll raise our glass and wish a Happy New Year for one another in our hearts<3
We ended it by looking into each others eyes and admiring our faces with a smile, reaching our hand out to each other, and most importantly..Give each other one last kiss<3 We cried many times in this conversation, but we especially needed to pull ourselves together before we gave each other our kiss.
Not too long after that, we finally ended the conversation... I was devistated, but happy that we ended it in the right and healthy way. it's a good thing I was home at my friend's house.. and a while later when I got home, and had talked with my parents and slept a little, I woke up again, and my mom told me that he had send her a message also. telling her about the news.. and what a great and wonderful daughter she has<:'/..and to please take much care of me and hold me close..
I could Never hate this man.... All I gotta say is;..God bless him!<3.. He deserves So much!..
We had a good run, and we regret nothing!.. It was worth getting to know each other!..He'll always be in my heart<3
and I think I will keep my account in here.. I would still like to give advice to others and listen to what people have to say... and I still fully support Long distance relatonships!.. just because it didn't work out for us, it doesn't mean it can work out for you<3..
I wish that all of you in here will be together someday! or so far enjoy your relationship to the fullest!<3 and maybe this experience will be helpful to read for some of you..<:3
If you read this.. Thank you<3
Love u all<3
well, I kinda saw it coming... Don't get me wrong, I'm heartbroken! and I'd do anything to have him back!..but I understand
him... We love each other but it just can't work like this.. if it wasn't for the distance, he'd never let me go.
In the beginning of the conversation, we were arguing a little about it, since I was angry about his desicion.. but after that, we softened up, because we don't want to go apart with hating each other.. it would make everything much worse!.. we got Everything out in that conversation!.. about how these last 2 years have been like, and being thankful for all the memories!.. and I was thanking him for being my first love and teaching me what love is, and he thanked me for being the best girlfriend he's ever had. The last 2 he dated years ago are forgotten because they were terrible.. but he promised he would Always remember me in his heart. I promised the same.
We told each other to remember to give our families hugs from one another, and to the rest who knew about us. and we made a deal that we would keep all our pictures, messages, videos in a file so it won't be forgotten, and we could look back at it.. and the same thing with keeping the things we sended each other. but we agreed to delete all the inappropriate things we had, because it wouldn't be right. We told each other the things we've Always liked the most about each other, inside and out!.. and I told him his future girlfriend will be Very lucky to have such a wonderful man! and he told me my future boyfriend will be Very lucky to have such a beautiful and loving girl!... and we told each other, if we are lucky, and if it's in god's will, maybe we'll met someday..<3 who knows.. there's always hope. I don't plan on living in this country forever, anyway. He knew that.
But for now, we have decided to stay friends, and still have contact to each other. just not on facebook.. because we'd just end up starring at our profiles all day long.. but we still have contact on skype, hotmail, and cellphone. He told me to be very careful with guys, and if someone ever tried to hurt me or break my heart, I should call him and he'd take care of it.(I guess by giving them a message or something.) and I told him if he ever was sad, alone or needed advice, I am here too..
We made a another deal that we'd first delete each other on facebook when we'd send each other a Special status to each others profiles, right before New Years at the evening. I added that I will add a special song I want him to listen very well to, that describes our relationship. and we promised when the clock hits 12:00 we'll raise our glass and wish a Happy New Year for one another in our hearts<3
We ended it by looking into each others eyes and admiring our faces with a smile, reaching our hand out to each other, and most importantly..Give each other one last kiss<3 We cried many times in this conversation, but we especially needed to pull ourselves together before we gave each other our kiss.
Not too long after that, we finally ended the conversation... I was devistated, but happy that we ended it in the right and healthy way. it's a good thing I was home at my friend's house.. and a while later when I got home, and had talked with my parents and slept a little, I woke up again, and my mom told me that he had send her a message also. telling her about the news.. and what a great and wonderful daughter she has<:'/..and to please take much care of me and hold me close..
I could Never hate this man.... All I gotta say is;..God bless him!<3.. He deserves So much!..
We had a good run, and we regret nothing!.. It was worth getting to know each other!..He'll always be in my heart<3
and I think I will keep my account in here.. I would still like to give advice to others and listen to what people have to say... and I still fully support Long distance relatonships!.. just because it didn't work out for us, it doesn't mean it can work out for you<3..
I wish that all of you in here will be together someday! or so far enjoy your relationship to the fullest!<3 and maybe this experience will be helpful to read for some of you..<:3
If you read this.. Thank you<3
Love u all<3
Dont have any words to sympathize.. Breakups are very painful indeed. I wish you all the best..
I broke up with my ex almost a couple months ago now, and he's trying a little too late to make it amicable. It's wonderful that you two were able to part on such mutual terms. <3
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