You will understand and I'm sure I will not hear from you I'm being stupid or unrealistic.
It feels a bit unrealistic in how happy I am and how insanely amazing he is, to me and in general. I had some bad experiences in the past, including unhappy mariage for 10 years, and I never EVER felt so loved and accepted.
It's like I met my prince and I feel treated like a princess. I can tell him anything and everything because he is also a great friend and he doesn't label me or tell me I'm being stupid or overreacting, which happened to me a lot in the past.
I am so high on this relationship, I always feel very strongly whatever feeling i feel. I also feel like a teenager being in love again.
And there comes my fear that it will disapear, that it will do a pouf and just be gone. I know that when I decide to stick with one person I will. I stayed with my ex for 10 years but thanks to my ex I have deep insecurity now ingrained inside me that I will be left by my darling.
He reminds me every time that he doesn't want anyone else and I myself don't want anyone else. We found each other across the miles, we both want to stick together and we both want to make it work. We are planning future together and kids which we both want very much.
I feel like I'm getting as much as I'm giving. And finding this forum I start believing more and more that we will make it, that there are couples that made it through, that closed the distance and had their happy ending.
I do need some encouragement, or advice from you. I feel like me and my SO are the only ones that believe it will work.
It feels a bit unrealistic in how happy I am and how insanely amazing he is, to me and in general. I had some bad experiences in the past, including unhappy mariage for 10 years, and I never EVER felt so loved and accepted.
It's like I met my prince and I feel treated like a princess. I can tell him anything and everything because he is also a great friend and he doesn't label me or tell me I'm being stupid or overreacting, which happened to me a lot in the past.
I am so high on this relationship, I always feel very strongly whatever feeling i feel. I also feel like a teenager being in love again.
And there comes my fear that it will disapear, that it will do a pouf and just be gone. I know that when I decide to stick with one person I will. I stayed with my ex for 10 years but thanks to my ex I have deep insecurity now ingrained inside me that I will be left by my darling.
He reminds me every time that he doesn't want anyone else and I myself don't want anyone else. We found each other across the miles, we both want to stick together and we both want to make it work. We are planning future together and kids which we both want very much.
I feel like I'm getting as much as I'm giving. And finding this forum I start believing more and more that we will make it, that there are couples that made it through, that closed the distance and had their happy ending.
I do need some encouragement, or advice from you. I feel like me and my SO are the only ones that believe it will work.
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