I just came back from a month's visit to my boyfriend (I got back 4 days ago) and I'm struggling. I talk to him everyday which is great but he works a lot so its limited. We go to Uni together and only have to be long distance for 4 months out of the year when he goes back to Norway for summer. I know thats a great position to be in compared to so many of you but its also hard for me because I spend all my time with him for 8 months and then bam...he's gone. And I'm not used to it. He comes back around the 10th of September so in around 5 weeks. Right now it feels like 5 weeks is going to just be utterly miserable - does it really get better? And does the time really go quicker than you think it will? It seems to be dragging right now.
I'm trying to keep busy and see friends etc which is helping a bit. But its when I'm alone I can't seem to stop focusing on how long five weeks seems and how sad I'm going to be. I know its kind of stupid.
Also he is having knee surgery on the 20th of August and its killing me I can't be there. I just want to be there and check that the man I love is ok and well. I also get worried that the surgery will get postponed or it will go wrong and he won't be able to come back until even later.
Please help me I can't stop crying every single day and I hate crying in front of him on skype because it makes him feel terrible. I just want to be happy and make the best of the situation...
Thanks for all your help, so many of you are such an inspiration!
I'm trying to keep busy and see friends etc which is helping a bit. But its when I'm alone I can't seem to stop focusing on how long five weeks seems and how sad I'm going to be. I know its kind of stupid.
Also he is having knee surgery on the 20th of August and its killing me I can't be there. I just want to be there and check that the man I love is ok and well. I also get worried that the surgery will get postponed or it will go wrong and he won't be able to come back until even later.
Please help me I can't stop crying every single day and I hate crying in front of him on skype because it makes him feel terrible. I just want to be happy and make the best of the situation...
Thanks for all your help, so many of you are such an inspiration!
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