Today we broke up.
I haven't heard from him in one day so I sent him messages asking what the fuck is going on, but my last message to him was: "I am sorry but this is not good for my heart". This morning he answered me, telling me to forgive him but he has many things going on in his life for me to understand (I always asked him to tell me everything of his life!) and that if I wanted we can stop calling each other in order to "heal my heart". I was very angry, because yesterday I got my american visa, and to travel to Russia I needed to make scale in New York, so I was going to buy the tickets this week! You can imagine how sad I was, this week was going to be about me getting my tickets to fly to him.
He asked me to marry him when he was here in Mexico but I answered it was to early in our relationship, but when he flied back to Russia I felt that it had been the biggest mistake of my life, later he told me that if I go to Russia we could get married over there, and I was very happy because he gave a chance to say yes to this very same question again. But today this..
I delete everything that I have from him today, I don't know his phone number or house number by memory, blocked him om facebook and whatsapp, I feel very hurt.
Thank you very much for all the good advices that I have received in this forum. If I ever be in a LDR again (doubt it!) for sure I will come back to this forum.
I haven't heard from him in one day so I sent him messages asking what the fuck is going on, but my last message to him was: "I am sorry but this is not good for my heart". This morning he answered me, telling me to forgive him but he has many things going on in his life for me to understand (I always asked him to tell me everything of his life!) and that if I wanted we can stop calling each other in order to "heal my heart". I was very angry, because yesterday I got my american visa, and to travel to Russia I needed to make scale in New York, so I was going to buy the tickets this week! You can imagine how sad I was, this week was going to be about me getting my tickets to fly to him.
He asked me to marry him when he was here in Mexico but I answered it was to early in our relationship, but when he flied back to Russia I felt that it had been the biggest mistake of my life, later he told me that if I go to Russia we could get married over there, and I was very happy because he gave a chance to say yes to this very same question again. But today this..
I delete everything that I have from him today, I don't know his phone number or house number by memory, blocked him om facebook and whatsapp, I feel very hurt.
Thank you very much for all the good advices that I have received in this forum. If I ever be in a LDR again (doubt it!) for sure I will come back to this forum.
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