I grin about this story since its such an unlikely little piece. But see, he saved my life.
First of all, we first met when he joined a page I created on Facebook for people who like anime, games, and roleplaying. That was January, 2013. We didn't really know we'd be so important to each other in around five months time. But in April, I lost my father. Biggest pain and suffering I ever felt. The best person in my life...gone. The person who raised me without my mother...gone. In the time to follow, I would forget how to care. I shut myself off, and lost track of why I needed to live.
One month and one day after my father's passing...I happened on a posting meme about marriage where you fill in people from your friend's list. Out of boredom, I did it twice.
The second time, I put my SO's name in the groom slot. I already liked him, because he was the only person really working on the page with me. But I didn't know how much I liked him.
Suddenly, our group all banded up and together to put he and I together. It was so quick and unlikely and I thought everyone was joking. But he was serious.
And that began our days. A full year and couple months of pure joy.
I realized later that...he gave me something to live for. And filled the hole in my heart. He doesn't replace my father, and he's not really like my father...but he helped me escape the hurdles...and the wall I had began building around myself.
I am only at my best and strongest...when I am with him. ^^
First of all, we first met when he joined a page I created on Facebook for people who like anime, games, and roleplaying. That was January, 2013. We didn't really know we'd be so important to each other in around five months time. But in April, I lost my father. Biggest pain and suffering I ever felt. The best person in my life...gone. The person who raised me without my mother...gone. In the time to follow, I would forget how to care. I shut myself off, and lost track of why I needed to live.
One month and one day after my father's passing...I happened on a posting meme about marriage where you fill in people from your friend's list. Out of boredom, I did it twice.
The second time, I put my SO's name in the groom slot. I already liked him, because he was the only person really working on the page with me. But I didn't know how much I liked him.
Suddenly, our group all banded up and together to put he and I together. It was so quick and unlikely and I thought everyone was joking. But he was serious.
And that began our days. A full year and couple months of pure joy.
I realized later that...he gave me something to live for. And filled the hole in my heart. He doesn't replace my father, and he's not really like my father...but he helped me escape the hurdles...and the wall I had began building around myself.
I am only at my best and strongest...when I am with him. ^^
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