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    LAX-EBB Frustrations!!!

    Dear LFAD Community!

    First and foremost I am so happy that I have found this forum online! I feel like I need to speak about this with a community that understands! In the "real world" too many people are quick to judge and lack the empathy to truly understand. A little about me, I am a third culture kid. My dad is from one country, my mom is from another and I spent 18 years of my life living in countries that were foreign to both of my parents and attending international schools all over the world. I met my best friend and we kept in touch over the years despite the physical distance, so I guess in that sense I am a bit of a vetran to long distance. Nonetheless, got tired of the dating scene in LA, she kept telling me to meet someone she thought would be perfect for me at her older sisters wedding. I kept saying no, three years later I said yes! I thought I will make a good friend, why not! It wasnt long before it was LOVE. I decided to move to Kampala Uganda after we discussed it and give it a go. He was all on board and just before i was going to leave he changed the plans and said I should keep all my stuff open here (accounts, leases etc) and just come for a visit. So I said okay, but suddenly i felt as though we were less serious. Also, now that the honeymoon blinders have come off i feel pissed off all the time. I always make talking to him a priority but it seems i can never reach him!! So frustrating because its bad enough we cant hold each other and other stuff but i need to at least be able to talk to him on a bad day! Or to celebrate a good day with him. So now I am not even sure if it is worth it to fly across the world to meet...for what?! He doesn't seem as committed as me or as into this as me! Maybe I should cut my losses. He is smart, handsome and amazing but it doesn't feel good being the one making all the effort and all of the sacrifice. So i take a 3 week vacation and play house with him, that's all it is playing house. Either he shows me he is committed now or there's no point. My question is am i being too harsh?

    #2
    I would just suggest you have a back up plan and go with moderate realistic expectations. If it is a financial strife to you to go in any way and he is not full on board however, then I would not. If not, then think of it as a cool vacation and have a great time and see how it goes. If he is still blah about you when there, don't feel or have a need to stay with him, hence the back up plan.

    First visits should always have a back up plan and with his actions you describe, you need one more than ever.
    "Remember not only to say the right thing in the right place, but far more difficult still, to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. "
    Benjamin Franklin

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      #3
      First of all, I agree with Hollandia, if you decide to go: pack up plan. Enjoy Uganda!
      You haven't met in person yet, right? Could it be that he just got a bit nervous that you guys were making plans for you to move there without having met yet?

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        #4
        Definitely agree with abna and Hollandia,

        Also Uganda sounds incredible!

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          #5
          Visits are a must before you move to your partner. I don't think it's a sign of less commitment, just a sign that he wants to take things a bit slower and see how you feel about each other and Uganda when you visit! It puts less pressure on the situation and you know what you are getting yourself into if you do decide to move somewhere down the line. I think this is a smart way to go about things. Enjoy your visit and just let it happen, and make the big decisions later! Have fun!

          ~
          It'll take a lot more than words and guns
          A whole lot more than riches and muscle
          The hands of the many must join as one
          And together we'll cross the river

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