Hey guys,
long time no see, huh? How's everbody doing?
Okay, so as you all know me and my now fiance filed the petition for the Visa.
Now we have to wait something between like 5 - 8 months.
Until then, I have to get my drivers license here in Germany, and it is expensive. like 1000 .
So far so good. I am in a situation, where I am lucky to save "enough" money ...within let's say 7 months I can save about 5000 . (what is enough money to start a new life though...future hubby is in the military fyi)
Now what I am trying to say is, that right now I am not strong enough...not that I want to end this relationship, no absolutely not, but I feel really weak right now and I don't know what to do about it.
I hate to think about money, I hate to think about the time we have to wait until we can be together again, I hate that everything seems so far away and complicated right now.
I am shaking, I am cold, my head is aching, plus I am frustrated.
So, can you guys give me any tips to survive this moment in my life right now?
Feeling so crappy :/
long time no see, huh? How's everbody doing?
Okay, so as you all know me and my now fiance filed the petition for the Visa.
Now we have to wait something between like 5 - 8 months.
Until then, I have to get my drivers license here in Germany, and it is expensive. like 1000 .
So far so good. I am in a situation, where I am lucky to save "enough" money ...within let's say 7 months I can save about 5000 . (what is enough money to start a new life though...future hubby is in the military fyi)
Now what I am trying to say is, that right now I am not strong enough...not that I want to end this relationship, no absolutely not, but I feel really weak right now and I don't know what to do about it.
I hate to think about money, I hate to think about the time we have to wait until we can be together again, I hate that everything seems so far away and complicated right now.
I am shaking, I am cold, my head is aching, plus I am frustrated.
So, can you guys give me any tips to survive this moment in my life right now?
Feeling so crappy :/
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