My boyfriend quit his job yesterday and says he needs some time alone. It has not started yet, but he says he is turning off his phone for 3-4 days. He did not ask me if this was ok, just informing me about what was going to happen. Leaving a job is not fun, so I get that he wants to be alone and maybe see a friend and not talk much. However, this need for days of radio silence is not something that sits well with me. I explained to him earlier this year that I like to know what is going on. I guess that is why he is warning me this time. He was very affectionate, leading me to think one of 3 things:
1) he really loves me, it is just his work annoys him to no end and he needed to get out. Now he needs to think and breathe before he gets another.
2) he was kind of saying goodbye because he is really breaking up
3) he is depressed (because of stuff happening at work that he is not telling me, or something else)
Because I started my studies and a new job this year, we have not been seeing much of each other. Also I did not have much money since I was umeployed last year. His job times does not sit well with mine, he often leaves his work after mid night so Skyping has been a real hazzle. So it really bothers me that he does something like this, to create further distance between us. I was thinking I am working so hard to prepare financially for us. I am not really shocked that he quit his job, because he can easily find another, but that he did it without discussing it with me and that he wants us to not be in contact.
This was just a couple of hours ago, so I have 3-4 days ahead of me without hearing from him. I have plenty of things to do and people do see, but I am used to hearning good night or some kind of message from him during my day. Knowing there will be nothing, just makes me nervous. I dont know weather or not to be worried for him or the relationship. Or if I am "allowed" at all to say how I feel about this, when he comes back (I doubt that he is ghosting me, I am more worried that he is tuning me out). I dont know. He seemed so sincere when he told me that he misses me "even more now", but it is hard for me to imagine wanting to willingly cut contact with him. But he may need that for himself.
I am supposed to come to visit in him in about 4 weeks, the tickets are booked and payed for. We dont have a hotel yet to technically we could go anywhere , unless he started working again by the time I come, if he needs to get out of town.
I still have one year left of my studies, which is why we are not actively planning to close the distance. I thought it was understood that we would talk about it when the time was approaching. But I dont know. He cant save up to pay his debts and move if he keeps quitting his jobs. And I worry about him, and us. I want to respect that he needs his time, but I wonder if he also sees what I need. I guess I am waiting for him to say again that he wants to move here and so on, but instead he does this. I mean, him changing jobs is his buisiniss, but his moods and him going radio silent, affects me.
Any suggestions? Am I just paranoid for disliking this? Are other people comfortable with radio silence, and dont think anything is wrong?
1) he really loves me, it is just his work annoys him to no end and he needed to get out. Now he needs to think and breathe before he gets another.
2) he was kind of saying goodbye because he is really breaking up
3) he is depressed (because of stuff happening at work that he is not telling me, or something else)
Because I started my studies and a new job this year, we have not been seeing much of each other. Also I did not have much money since I was umeployed last year. His job times does not sit well with mine, he often leaves his work after mid night so Skyping has been a real hazzle. So it really bothers me that he does something like this, to create further distance between us. I was thinking I am working so hard to prepare financially for us. I am not really shocked that he quit his job, because he can easily find another, but that he did it without discussing it with me and that he wants us to not be in contact.
This was just a couple of hours ago, so I have 3-4 days ahead of me without hearing from him. I have plenty of things to do and people do see, but I am used to hearning good night or some kind of message from him during my day. Knowing there will be nothing, just makes me nervous. I dont know weather or not to be worried for him or the relationship. Or if I am "allowed" at all to say how I feel about this, when he comes back (I doubt that he is ghosting me, I am more worried that he is tuning me out). I dont know. He seemed so sincere when he told me that he misses me "even more now", but it is hard for me to imagine wanting to willingly cut contact with him. But he may need that for himself.
I am supposed to come to visit in him in about 4 weeks, the tickets are booked and payed for. We dont have a hotel yet to technically we could go anywhere , unless he started working again by the time I come, if he needs to get out of town.
I still have one year left of my studies, which is why we are not actively planning to close the distance. I thought it was understood that we would talk about it when the time was approaching. But I dont know. He cant save up to pay his debts and move if he keeps quitting his jobs. And I worry about him, and us. I want to respect that he needs his time, but I wonder if he also sees what I need. I guess I am waiting for him to say again that he wants to move here and so on, but instead he does this. I mean, him changing jobs is his buisiniss, but his moods and him going radio silent, affects me.
Any suggestions? Am I just paranoid for disliking this? Are other people comfortable with radio silence, and dont think anything is wrong?
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