I've known the person I'm in a LDR with for over a year now, and this is our 8th month of dating. We see each other as much as we can, but it's usually every 3-4 months for 1-2 weeks.
When we first started dating he expressed his interest in going back to college in the UK where he lives. I feel like at first I was ok with this decision, but the more time we spend the more I realize I'm not sure I want to wait another 2.5 years to start a life and a family with someone. I've struggled a lot with the long distance, especially lately. And because of that I've changed into someone I don't like. I'm nit picking at things I wouldn't usually care about such as spending time with friends, and him forgetting to send me a good morning/goodnight text. I'm becoming frustrated with myself and him frustrated with me because I am not this type of person but I'm frustrated with not being able to really have any say in how long we have to wait to move the relationship forward.
I'm struggling a lot with the fact that I can't physically be with him and I miss the physical connection a lot, more than I realized I would. And it's all just getting me really frustrated.
He deals with it all so much better than I do, he says he's used to it because of his military background as well as his understanding of how it would be because of the distance. But my mind often resorts to it just must mean he doesn't care as much (as silly as that sounds).
Was hoping that there are others who could offer some advice in how to accept and be ok with the distance.
When we first started dating he expressed his interest in going back to college in the UK where he lives. I feel like at first I was ok with this decision, but the more time we spend the more I realize I'm not sure I want to wait another 2.5 years to start a life and a family with someone. I've struggled a lot with the long distance, especially lately. And because of that I've changed into someone I don't like. I'm nit picking at things I wouldn't usually care about such as spending time with friends, and him forgetting to send me a good morning/goodnight text. I'm becoming frustrated with myself and him frustrated with me because I am not this type of person but I'm frustrated with not being able to really have any say in how long we have to wait to move the relationship forward.
I'm struggling a lot with the fact that I can't physically be with him and I miss the physical connection a lot, more than I realized I would. And it's all just getting me really frustrated.
He deals with it all so much better than I do, he says he's used to it because of his military background as well as his understanding of how it would be because of the distance. But my mind often resorts to it just must mean he doesn't care as much (as silly as that sounds).
Was hoping that there are others who could offer some advice in how to accept and be ok with the distance.
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