Okay, so I met this guy online like almost 3 years ago, but we were purely friends and nothing more, but this year things took a different turn and he started to like me then fell for me, I think I started to like him back as well but unsure if I’m in love.
The thing is, I love talking to him, we share the same sense of humor and he’s just a perfect long term relationship material, like genuine and nice, and I used to always pride myself with being genuine but I feel like I’m being a total b*tch.
He says he trusts me completely and I lied about the fact that I still talk to other guys but I wasn’t being sexual with them or anything, but recently I’ve been swaying away and turning to others.
We aren’t anything tbh, just two people liking each other, but I’m unsure if I feel that attracted to him, like I am but is it because he’s a guy and I just enjoy the attention and it’s just feeding my female ego or because I do feel attracted but at the same time feels kinda wrong to, like he’s never been my type initially and now I see it differently.
It’s like I’m attracted but yet not. I like him a lot and I’m attached but I also seek other men, I don’t want a relationship but he’s the perfect relationship material and I’m afraid to love again.
Am I actually being a d*ck? Is what I’m doing wrong? I don’t feel like I’m honest with myself nor with him and I feel like I’m just dragging him along yet I’m open to the possibility of a future with him, are my hormones leading me on? I’m confused!
I’ve so many questions!!! I need your advice!
Thank you.
The thing is, I love talking to him, we share the same sense of humor and he’s just a perfect long term relationship material, like genuine and nice, and I used to always pride myself with being genuine but I feel like I’m being a total b*tch.
He says he trusts me completely and I lied about the fact that I still talk to other guys but I wasn’t being sexual with them or anything, but recently I’ve been swaying away and turning to others.
We aren’t anything tbh, just two people liking each other, but I’m unsure if I feel that attracted to him, like I am but is it because he’s a guy and I just enjoy the attention and it’s just feeding my female ego or because I do feel attracted but at the same time feels kinda wrong to, like he’s never been my type initially and now I see it differently.
It’s like I’m attracted but yet not. I like him a lot and I’m attached but I also seek other men, I don’t want a relationship but he’s the perfect relationship material and I’m afraid to love again.
Am I actually being a d*ck? Is what I’m doing wrong? I don’t feel like I’m honest with myself nor with him and I feel like I’m just dragging him along yet I’m open to the possibility of a future with him, are my hormones leading me on? I’m confused!
I’ve so many questions!!! I need your advice!
Thank you.
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