Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening,
Depending on where you are in the world, a special hello and thank you to those of you taking the time to read this.
It all started last May, at my cousins wedding, when my outgoing personality and his crazy dance skills met. I was immediately attracted to his funny jokes, and crazy dancing skills, there was no way I would end the night without getting a slow dance in. I can remember like it was yesterday, his deep blue eyes staring at me as we slow danced and flirted effortlessly. As the night progressed and the crazy dancing intensified between the both of us and everyone around us seemed to disappear, I knew I wanted something to come out of all the flirting we where exchanging. After the reception, the wedding party and some guests, made out way to the bar in the casino where the reception had been, and continued having a blast. Although I can't restate everything that happened at the bar, or the events afterward, I can say I woke up next to the guy I was so effortlessly dancing the night away with. As I got up to leave, he carefully handed me all my garments, hotel key and cell phone and told me he would see me shortly (My cousin was having a bbq at her house for whoever wanted to join). The moment I get back to my hotel room, I get a text message (Not knowing how he got my number) but was instantly hit with these butterflies of a new and exciting fling. The whole day we where hanging out with my family, and having a great time. When it was time for him to leave he hugged me goodbye and said he would talk to me later. We ended up texting everyday after that. The worst part about this situation is the fact that he is in the United States Air Force and was residing in Hawaii at the time. This meant that not only would it be difficult to see him, our schedules where completely different. Needless to say, I expressed my feelings of wanting to be more than friends and was shut down due to the fact that it was long distance, he recently broke up with a crazy ex-girlfriend before the wedding and he wanted to see where it went with time. The months have passed, and he recently got stationed to the Air Force Base only an hour away from my house. When he found out he was coming to my state, he said I was the first person he wanted to tell. He said he would be seeing me a lot more in 2014. I should be happy at this point, but I am more cautious than excited. This past weekend was his first official weekend here, and instead of spending all his time attempting to find housing, he drove down and spent the entire weekend with my friends and I. When he left Sunday, I told him to let me know when he got home safely. I never got a text or call, so I sent him a quick "Get home ok?" text, and got nothing back. I know I am probably crazy for all these bad thoughts I have running through my head considering it has only been a couple of days, but I feel like I might have pushed him away, even though I wasn't the one who suggested meeting the very first weekend he moved here. I am confused, but I know that I like this guy. I looked into his eyes and just knew that everything about him made me feel like a little kid again. I want to have fun with him, I want to date him. I am just not sure what the next step would be after this. Did I lose him completely? Help PLEASE!
*D
Depending on where you are in the world, a special hello and thank you to those of you taking the time to read this.
It all started last May, at my cousins wedding, when my outgoing personality and his crazy dance skills met. I was immediately attracted to his funny jokes, and crazy dancing skills, there was no way I would end the night without getting a slow dance in. I can remember like it was yesterday, his deep blue eyes staring at me as we slow danced and flirted effortlessly. As the night progressed and the crazy dancing intensified between the both of us and everyone around us seemed to disappear, I knew I wanted something to come out of all the flirting we where exchanging. After the reception, the wedding party and some guests, made out way to the bar in the casino where the reception had been, and continued having a blast. Although I can't restate everything that happened at the bar, or the events afterward, I can say I woke up next to the guy I was so effortlessly dancing the night away with. As I got up to leave, he carefully handed me all my garments, hotel key and cell phone and told me he would see me shortly (My cousin was having a bbq at her house for whoever wanted to join). The moment I get back to my hotel room, I get a text message (Not knowing how he got my number) but was instantly hit with these butterflies of a new and exciting fling. The whole day we where hanging out with my family, and having a great time. When it was time for him to leave he hugged me goodbye and said he would talk to me later. We ended up texting everyday after that. The worst part about this situation is the fact that he is in the United States Air Force and was residing in Hawaii at the time. This meant that not only would it be difficult to see him, our schedules where completely different. Needless to say, I expressed my feelings of wanting to be more than friends and was shut down due to the fact that it was long distance, he recently broke up with a crazy ex-girlfriend before the wedding and he wanted to see where it went with time. The months have passed, and he recently got stationed to the Air Force Base only an hour away from my house. When he found out he was coming to my state, he said I was the first person he wanted to tell. He said he would be seeing me a lot more in 2014. I should be happy at this point, but I am more cautious than excited. This past weekend was his first official weekend here, and instead of spending all his time attempting to find housing, he drove down and spent the entire weekend with my friends and I. When he left Sunday, I told him to let me know when he got home safely. I never got a text or call, so I sent him a quick "Get home ok?" text, and got nothing back. I know I am probably crazy for all these bad thoughts I have running through my head considering it has only been a couple of days, but I feel like I might have pushed him away, even though I wasn't the one who suggested meeting the very first weekend he moved here. I am confused, but I know that I like this guy. I looked into his eyes and just knew that everything about him made me feel like a little kid again. I want to have fun with him, I want to date him. I am just not sure what the next step would be after this. Did I lose him completely? Help PLEASE!
*D
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