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    Surprises!

    So last week. Probably my busiest week all summer, my guy says he's coming over in 2 days.
    We got 5 hours together.

    I know.
    The things that excite me.

    It was his first time at my place and it was so nice to be close to him.
    I couldn't keep my hands off him the whole time he was here.
    Even when we went out for lunch, I just wanted to hold his hand.

    Now the hard part. What I call the trough.
    The huge dip in communication and my mood after seeing him, knowing I won't see him again for 3 1/2 mos

    December will be a year.
    And it's going to be this way for years.
    If we ever get past this stage at all.
    It feels futile today.

    I just want to cry.
    It was so good to hold him and be close, even if only for a minute.
    Now Im just back to...
    Missing him.

    #2
    Missing him is HARD, that being said the way he can relieve that pain as soon as you're together makes it all worth it
    I'm so glad everything is going great for you two! =)
    "We are beings attracted to the essence of hope, and life is the all encompassing hope that everything can change; that everything can be better."

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