My SO and I "met" in December 2011. He's 21 and I'm 17. I know...big age difference. We found each other on a chat site. I will never forget what the first thing he said to me. "White + Blue eyes." Simple but it grabbed my attention. Soon, we were talking non-stop and I asked him to be my boyfriend after 2 weeks. Things were going great until I started having doubts about who he said he was because we met each other online. We broke up.
A few months later, we started talking again. After a month of non-stop contact and calls, he told me he loved me and asked me to be his girlfriend.
Of course I said yes and so far, things have been going up and down but I'm hopeful that things will go well. I plan on closing the distance next year for college. I hope your relationship goes well.
A few months later, we started talking again. After a month of non-stop contact and calls, he told me he loved me and asked me to be his girlfriend.
Of course I said yes and so far, things have been going up and down but I'm hopeful that things will go well. I plan on closing the distance next year for college. I hope your relationship goes well.




March 2012, I push him away even though I loved him so much. I just don't have any choice but to do such terrible things to him. After that, we haven't had any connection. Though we're friends in Facebook. I never get to talk to him whenever he was online. I just dunno how to explain and apologize to him. I know he still loves me. I can feel it. 

I was so excited and floating on clouds all the time, and we've been on that track ever since 
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