Tomorrow my SO Erik is flying in to see me for the first time. We haven't seen each other in over a year. It's the longest we've ever gone without seeing each other. Not only am I completely nervous to actually SEE him, I'm terrified of the entire process.
I'm only 17, entering my senior year of high school. He just graduated. Our parents don't exactly approve of our relationship, so they don't know that he's coming here to see me. I don't do things like this. I am not the kind of person who rebels against my parents. This is by far the BIGGEST risk I have ever taken in my life. There's just so many things that could go wrong... and everything is just now starting to hit me. I'm terrified of my parents seeing us walking down the street or something. I live in a sort of small town, so that's likely to happen. I'M JUST SO SCARED.
At the same time though, I know this is what I have to do. I don't think our relationship would be able to last another year without seeing each other. We've been together for nearly 3 years, and at this point I'd do just about anything to help this survive.
Somebody please just tell me everything is going to be fine!!! And please, thoughts and prayers.
I'm only 17, entering my senior year of high school. He just graduated. Our parents don't exactly approve of our relationship, so they don't know that he's coming here to see me. I don't do things like this. I am not the kind of person who rebels against my parents. This is by far the BIGGEST risk I have ever taken in my life. There's just so many things that could go wrong... and everything is just now starting to hit me. I'm terrified of my parents seeing us walking down the street or something. I live in a sort of small town, so that's likely to happen. I'M JUST SO SCARED.
At the same time though, I know this is what I have to do. I don't think our relationship would be able to last another year without seeing each other. We've been together for nearly 3 years, and at this point I'd do just about anything to help this survive.
Somebody please just tell me everything is going to be fine!!! And please, thoughts and prayers.
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