Hey. I'm in a bit of a rush. I've been with my online girlfriend for almost a year. We had an amazing relationship. Every day, and very often, we'd chat in a game we both loved most: Team Fortress 2. We had a funny start to becoming friends, and we talked so much after that. Meeting her was the best thing ever to happen to me. She eventually told me she liked me because of how much we had in common and how I treated her. Usually, at school, I'm a really cold and loner-type of person. With friends, family, and especially her, however, I love chatting. I felt the same way about her, too.
Now in a relationship, we'd talk about how nice it'd be just to hug, kiss, or anything couples do. I've never had a girlfriend before. She's had a few boyfriends, but those relationships weren't much and were really short(about two weeks was her longest). I'm currently 17, and she is 15, so it was fine that we were together. We had an amazing relationship, and we both love each other a lot. We have so much in common, and although it sounds weird coming from someone who has never had a previous girlfriend, I feel like I'll never find another girl like her.
Unfortunately, recently, her phone broke. She was gone for two days. As she was getting a new phone, her dad at one point was going through her old phone. He didn't know his daughter had a boyfriend, but thought it was sweet. Now, a few days later, he brings it up to her family. Her mother did not like that at all, so she demanded my girlfriend break up with me by tomorrow.
When did this happen? Just a couple hours ago.
My girlfriend didn't want to break up, but her mother would likely take all electronics. I tried to find some way through this, but there was not really anything we can do. Not even mail, because my girlfriend's mother would find out. So, the last option was to offer her some way to prove I'm not some old creep. I offered a video call or some interview of me, but she did not want to hear it. She was angry that we hid it from her for so long, and also worried.
So, before my girlfriend had to go, probably for good, I promised I'd find a way to fix things. I have some ways, but I'm not sure if it's really possible. I don't even know how long it'll take, or if she might move on eventually. I wouldn't blame her if she did, and I hold no hard feelings towards her mother(any mother would be worried). I just want help and the chance to stay with my girlfriend. We've done so much together, and we've been there for each other whenever something was wrong in our families. I know she'd think of something to keep contact, but if she can't, I'll never hear from her.
Sorry this seems sloppy. I'm just really, really down right now. My head hurts from all the sadness, and it all happened so fast. I never thought this could happen, and when it did, it happened in a matter of one hour. I think I'm mature enough to understand that I can't really blame her mother for anything, so I have some hope that maybe it'll all be fine in the end. I don't want it to end like this -- just being pulled apart and losing contact in just one night.
I'm not sure if this will work. This probably seems stupid, but I'm desperate.
I'm Eriberto Mendoza, or as you've called me, Eri.
Dezy, the time I've spent with you was the best time of my life. I'll never, ever forget you. I promise we'll talk again someday, and hope you'll find me on this paragraph, on this page, on this website. I still wish I could have been there for you in person, to give you the hugs you needed, to take you on dates nobody else has, to give you the happiness you've given me, and to maybe even hear those guitar solos you said you finally learned. I've never been into music, as you know, but you're so passionate about it, and it makes me hope you become amazing at the guitar. I'm probably exaggerating when I think of the chance we may never see each other again, but right now, I feel like the world is ending.
I hope we can meet again someday, Dezy. If you move on and find someone else, I won't blame you. As for me, I want to keep trying and hope we meet as soon as possible. I at least owe you for changing my life. I love you so much. Or, as we said it sometimes, "I fluff you". c;
Now in a relationship, we'd talk about how nice it'd be just to hug, kiss, or anything couples do. I've never had a girlfriend before. She's had a few boyfriends, but those relationships weren't much and were really short(about two weeks was her longest). I'm currently 17, and she is 15, so it was fine that we were together. We had an amazing relationship, and we both love each other a lot. We have so much in common, and although it sounds weird coming from someone who has never had a previous girlfriend, I feel like I'll never find another girl like her.
Unfortunately, recently, her phone broke. She was gone for two days. As she was getting a new phone, her dad at one point was going through her old phone. He didn't know his daughter had a boyfriend, but thought it was sweet. Now, a few days later, he brings it up to her family. Her mother did not like that at all, so she demanded my girlfriend break up with me by tomorrow.
When did this happen? Just a couple hours ago.
My girlfriend didn't want to break up, but her mother would likely take all electronics. I tried to find some way through this, but there was not really anything we can do. Not even mail, because my girlfriend's mother would find out. So, the last option was to offer her some way to prove I'm not some old creep. I offered a video call or some interview of me, but she did not want to hear it. She was angry that we hid it from her for so long, and also worried.
So, before my girlfriend had to go, probably for good, I promised I'd find a way to fix things. I have some ways, but I'm not sure if it's really possible. I don't even know how long it'll take, or if she might move on eventually. I wouldn't blame her if she did, and I hold no hard feelings towards her mother(any mother would be worried). I just want help and the chance to stay with my girlfriend. We've done so much together, and we've been there for each other whenever something was wrong in our families. I know she'd think of something to keep contact, but if she can't, I'll never hear from her.
Sorry this seems sloppy. I'm just really, really down right now. My head hurts from all the sadness, and it all happened so fast. I never thought this could happen, and when it did, it happened in a matter of one hour. I think I'm mature enough to understand that I can't really blame her mother for anything, so I have some hope that maybe it'll all be fine in the end. I don't want it to end like this -- just being pulled apart and losing contact in just one night.
I'm not sure if this will work. This probably seems stupid, but I'm desperate.
I'm Eriberto Mendoza, or as you've called me, Eri.
Dezy, the time I've spent with you was the best time of my life. I'll never, ever forget you. I promise we'll talk again someday, and hope you'll find me on this paragraph, on this page, on this website. I still wish I could have been there for you in person, to give you the hugs you needed, to take you on dates nobody else has, to give you the happiness you've given me, and to maybe even hear those guitar solos you said you finally learned. I've never been into music, as you know, but you're so passionate about it, and it makes me hope you become amazing at the guitar. I'm probably exaggerating when I think of the chance we may never see each other again, but right now, I feel like the world is ending.
I hope we can meet again someday, Dezy. If you move on and find someone else, I won't blame you. As for me, I want to keep trying and hope we meet as soon as possible. I at least owe you for changing my life. I love you so much. Or, as we said it sometimes, "I fluff you". c;
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