Hey guys,
So my boyfriend was here for a little over a week and he had to leave yesterday, and my apartment is just reminding me of him. Cleaning up what I used to cook him breakfast, my couch since we spent so much time just relaxing on it, my bed, the soda he got thats still in my fridge, the little bit of liquor left in the bottle he wanted to get. Everything is reminding me of him and the fact he's not here. I don't even want to be in my own apartment because it's killing me that he's not here. I thought I was going to have a better night tonight but I walk in and just want to cry because it's so quiet. I know how pitiful it all sounds. We just finally got to make this work again, (TLDR; we were together in the past but weren't mature/old enough to make an LDR work) and I feel like no amount of time is enough. I didn't feel like this in the past. I don't know if it's different because we have 100% figured out what we are and that eachother is it, I don't know.
Any advice for coping with this? It's so different than the visits in the past. :\
Thanks, sorry if that was a little ranty.
So my boyfriend was here for a little over a week and he had to leave yesterday, and my apartment is just reminding me of him. Cleaning up what I used to cook him breakfast, my couch since we spent so much time just relaxing on it, my bed, the soda he got thats still in my fridge, the little bit of liquor left in the bottle he wanted to get. Everything is reminding me of him and the fact he's not here. I don't even want to be in my own apartment because it's killing me that he's not here. I thought I was going to have a better night tonight but I walk in and just want to cry because it's so quiet. I know how pitiful it all sounds. We just finally got to make this work again, (TLDR; we were together in the past but weren't mature/old enough to make an LDR work) and I feel like no amount of time is enough. I didn't feel like this in the past. I don't know if it's different because we have 100% figured out what we are and that eachother is it, I don't know.
Any advice for coping with this? It's so different than the visits in the past. :\
Thanks, sorry if that was a little ranty.
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