Help. The nerves are really getting to me today!!!
I have 34 days left before I travel to USA to meet my lover for the first time. I am so scared that I'm gonna be too nervous and not be my normal chatty self!
What if he doesn't like me? I'm bound to have bad skin just before I travel. I don't sleep well in strange places and I'm going to stay with my sister near London the night before my flight so I'm gonna look like a zombie. I get a rash when I get nervous and I know it's gonna flare up. I'm looking forward to this so much but it's been a tremendously long wait for us both, I just really don't want to be a disappointment to him!
Are these feeling normal? I'm so freaking scared!!!! I love this guy to death, I hope I don't end up being a huge let down...
I have 34 days left before I travel to USA to meet my lover for the first time. I am so scared that I'm gonna be too nervous and not be my normal chatty self!
What if he doesn't like me? I'm bound to have bad skin just before I travel. I don't sleep well in strange places and I'm going to stay with my sister near London the night before my flight so I'm gonna look like a zombie. I get a rash when I get nervous and I know it's gonna flare up. I'm looking forward to this so much but it's been a tremendously long wait for us both, I just really don't want to be a disappointment to him!
Are these feeling normal? I'm so freaking scared!!!! I love this guy to death, I hope I don't end up being a huge let down...
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