My 3 years online BF will visit me for the first time this november.
I'm freaked out, cause i never thought that it would be so soon. I just have a month to go.
And here i am, having some problem with my own body.
I know that he has seen me naked on pic and video chat.
He said he loves my body. He likes my b*tt, but i'm still so insecure because i have some blemishes on my b*tt.
I know that he doesn't like hairy women, and i don't really like any hair on me. I'm waxed but all these ingrown hair and stuff just makes me feel so ashamed.
Then again, i have some other scars. An appendix surgery scar, stretchmarks on my thights, and some not so cool discoloration on my knees, elbow and "down there".
I don't know if i can get rid of these stuff in just a month.
I wanna look great in front of him. I'm starting over my workout routine, cause i think i'm gaining some weight.
Dang, this just freaking me out!
I'm panicked
I'm freaked out, cause i never thought that it would be so soon. I just have a month to go.
And here i am, having some problem with my own body.
I know that he has seen me naked on pic and video chat.
He said he loves my body. He likes my b*tt, but i'm still so insecure because i have some blemishes on my b*tt.
I know that he doesn't like hairy women, and i don't really like any hair on me. I'm waxed but all these ingrown hair and stuff just makes me feel so ashamed.
Then again, i have some other scars. An appendix surgery scar, stretchmarks on my thights, and some not so cool discoloration on my knees, elbow and "down there".
I don't know if i can get rid of these stuff in just a month.
I wanna look great in front of him. I'm starting over my workout routine, cause i think i'm gaining some weight.
Dang, this just freaking me out!
I'm panicked
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