It honestly doesn't feel like 10 days have passed since I broke up with my s/o, so I was taken by surprise when I saw my last entry dated the 12th. Anyway, I've been up to stuff since then. I'm gonna break it up into three sections:

My ex/o
I actually heard from him two days ago. He told me he's been thinking about me a lot, but he wasn't sure if it was okay to contact me. It caused a little pang in my heart since I do still care very much for him, but I haven't taken him back. I actually suggested we talked about everything, because regardless of relationship status, it's good to be on the same page. He agreed, but then that was the last I heard from him. I can't say I'm surprised, though. I'm not losing sleep over it, and I'll take him seriously when he at least bothers to check his fucking phone.

My health
I actually took a nose-dive with my health recently. Don't know what gods I pissed off, but I'm certainly very sorry to them. I've been fainting multiple times a week now (sometimes multiple times a day), and now I'm really covered in bruises. Just in time for swim suit weather. I also randomly lost the ability to use my legs for about 18 hours from Tuesday night into Wednesday. This was concerning, because another girl who also has my disability will go DAYS without being able to use her legs (she doesn't faint, though), so I need to make sure I'm not heading in that direction. Then, on top of everything else, it would appear my skin cancer is coming back. This time it's on my face instead of on my back. I had a dark spot that randomly appeared months ago, and then about two weeks ago, it changed literally overnight. It went from being flush with my face and being the same texture, to being raised, scaly, and red around the edges, which have changed. I see my dermatologist in August, but if it gets any worse, I'm throwing a fit until I'm seen sooner. As it stands, I'm not super duper worried. I'm just keeping an eye on it.
I saw a neurologist, and he scheduled an EEG, which I had on Wednesday. I also got a verification code so I can take an MRI. I got the name of a neurologist up at NYU who specializes in Dysautonomia, so I'll be seeing him eventually. I FINALLY found a gynecologist office willing to at least humor my idea of getting my hormones checked out, and I never heard back from the only endocrinologist who seemed promising. I'll also be seeing another cardiologist sometime soon in order to make sure nothing has changed with my heart physically.
I still see a therapist for my PTSD, and fortunately I'm doing very well with that.

My hobbies
I'm relearning how to embroider, so I've been working on that. It's this cheesy little thing that says "Believe in Yourself" and it's surrounded by butterflies and stuff. At the moment, I've stepped away from it 'cause I accidentally tangled and snapped the thread, but I'll return once I'm done being bitter about it. I'm also working on a portrait which is turning out very nicely, and I intend to sell prints of it once I'm done. Probably through redbubble. I also started up an art blog, which you can find here. I'm not taking commissions right now, and I'm not selling anything through the blog. I wanna get a few more things done before I start selling. I'm hoping that with this blog now up and running, I'll feel more obligated to actually WORK on stuff. I'm sick of being in a rut. I just need that kick in the ass to get going.
But yeah, you should check out my art blog. I just put stuff on it before logging on here. I'm probably going to end up uploading a few more things before I go to bed tonight. If not, tomorrow.

Overall, things are good and things are bad. I'm just trying to keep myself busy and productive.