I used to say to myself that things could not be better between us. Well, I would say my past statement has been put to shame by the events of the past few days, let alone weeks.

We've sealed our bond and we've gotten even closer and fallen more in love all over again. And I can feel his happiness. I feel my own. It radiates off me, and lots of people have noticed. A smile is never far from my lips these days. And it's all because of a few words exchanged during a deep conversation we had the other night, where we put everything behind us and I realised just how committed he was, how brave he'd become. I didn't think it possible I could fall even deeper in love with him, and yet I have.

Chris has given me the confidence to be bold, be braver, be more confident in myself. The things he says about me give me the audacity to stand up and say to people who would bring our relationship down "No, you don't know what you're talking about. You have no idea, because you've never experienced what I have." I don't care what people think, if they think I'm weird then that's their look out I'm happy as I am, and that will never change.

I've learnt to accept myself for who I am. I feel proud of myself. And all because of one young man. I've learnt so much in the past few days, weeks, months, and I've taken it onboard.

I think the future is looking good for us both.