It's so frustrating being back in a LDR after seeing him on a regular basis for our 3 month summer vacation from school. Our communication issues seem to have fixed themselves in a time span of 24 hours or so... I think just after talking things through and realizing that we NEED to talk to each other (it's how we keep sane and how we keep pushing through our LDR) and not just "How are you?" "Good, you?" "Good." "That's good" kind of conversation... We're going to be okay, I'm sure of that. I can't imagine my life without him. We've only been going out for 10 months but he's the one that I'm meant to be with. We were laying in his bed a few days before I was supposed to leave for school, both kind of lost in our own thoughts, and all of a sudden "I want to marry him" popped into my head. He's already told me that he wants to marry me (on multiple occasions). That also scared the crap out of me because I'm afraid of commitment to be completely honest, but I know we wouldn't even get engaged until I'm done with school (so 2.5 years or so). This summer and this first week of school showed me how much I do need him in my life <3