I really need to stop feeling so hot and cold lately. I'm extremely hormonal...PMS is not pretty lol. Yesterday, I felt like a million bucks, was sitting on top of the world, feeling extremely positive. Last night, my mood changed and it's stayed that way. I started feeling blue. I miss Anthony, and I didn't get to hear from him yesterday. I need to not let this bother me, but it's so hard! I wish I could just get it through my head that I know he loves me and I don't NEED to hear from him every day. We talked about communication last Sunday, and he stepped up, big time. I'm extremely proud of him for that, but I still can't convince myself he even cares, when I know he really does. It's the insecurity in me....I noticed I get much more insecure around my period. =\ I hate feeling like this! I want to feel the same happy feelings I had yesterday! I want to hear from my boyfriend. I never get angry at him for lack of communication, because I know I could text him if I wanted to. But, I always catch him at a bad time. Meh. </rant>