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Finally I Can Smile Again
Ah, the dog days are over. I feel like a weight is lifted off of my shoulders. To hear the first few notes to "Everything Went Numb" by Streetlight Manifesto (my text alert sound and Anthony's as well) on my phone before was absolutely the best feeling in the world. Anthony's name showed up with a text on the phone, and I felt a huge sigh of relief. It'd been about 3 days since we'd talked, and I had no clue why. I still don't know....I didn't ask why, I just was so happy to hear from him. We talked for about an hour via texting, and then I went to go take a shower. I'm going to text him again in a few minutes, but I just wanted to give an update. I was so worried about him, that something had happened to him because he wasn't even online the past few days on FB. He was on before, and even that made me feel better, even if I didn't hear from him then. It all seems so trivial now looking back on it, and how dumb I felt for worrying. I feel so much happier now. I was seriously freaking out, feeling super stressed over this, thinking back to everything I've said to him lately trying to figure out why he hadn't texted me. I couldn't think if I said something wrong or not. It's all good now, though. I told him about how I set up my new schedule for my fall semester, and I have Fridays off! I also get out early on Thursdays, so I told him that means a 4 or 5 day visit will work instead of just a weekend visit! =] He was so happy to hear that! He's registering for his fall quarter on Monday, so we'll see if he gets Fridays off too, so I don't have to spend however many hours in a dorm by myself, not that I care, it's just that means more time for us to spend together! I can't believe we're already thinking that far ahead to next school year. We have an entire summer coming up that we'll be spending together, so we should just try and live for that first. 31 more days until we're together! =] So, anyway, I'm going to get back to texting him. I wanted to blog about this now because I'm feeling positive again, and I wanted to share this with you guys. Until my next entry!Tags: None
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#1kiara_silver commentedApril 20, 2011, 07:18 PMEditing a commentAww im happy you finally got to hear from him. distance is hard enough but no communication! Makes you go a little bit crazy, been there done that, i tend to over think and worry and... lol then you hear from him and you think why was i freaking out so much? haha. But im so glad you guys talked. And 31 days!! Thats so soon! So happy for you and e bit envious haha no but congrats!
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#2loveknowsnodistance27 commentedApril 20, 2011, 07:25 PMEditing a commentThanks! Yeah, it's rough without communication and the fact that I'm used to talking to him every day or every other day makes it even harder. I overthink waaaaay too much lol. Haha yeah, but we're only temporarily closing the distance, so we get to go through this being apart stuff and saying goodbye another 5 or 6 times lol.
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#3Alexandria Lora commentedApril 21, 2011, 12:07 AMEditing a commentYes... so good to hear this too..sometimes it just best to bypass how much you miss them because they know you do and they feel the same. I am sure you sent him through his day with as big of a smile that you have now... congrats!!
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