I am in over my head. School is killing me. What day is it....because they're all meshing together. Seven classes is a ton of work but I need to do this. I am almost done. 5 more weeks until I'm done, 6 until I graduate. My to do list consisted of 12 items this morning. All of it is due within the week.

Also, I can't seem to catch a freaking break!!!! I've applied to so many places for jobs and nothing. I interviewed with a company recently and they said they'd call me for a second interview but so far I haven't heard back. *sigh* I am in horrible financial shape. I don't know how I'm going to pay my loan on my car for the month and my credit card bill. I am beyond desperate right now and it's stressing me out so much. I feel like the world is against me.

I'm also in the middle of submitting info for my graduate school application. I have my interview on the 23rd. My application and info is due Monday, so I have like almost no room for error! I did really well on the entrance exam (93rd percentile!) so I have that going in my favor. I can also interview well so I am not worried there. I just need to get all of the paperwork in on time.

Both Anthony and I are really busy right now so we don't really get a lot of time to talk as much as we'd like. But, we make do with it and it's only for 5 more weeks. He'll be home in 39 days! Once he's home, we're not sure how long he'll be here for. We could possibly be temporarily closing the distance for 3 months but it depends on his co-op situation. He might be doing part of his co-op this summer, so he could possibly wind up anywhere in the country. I hope that he gets a local company so we can spend the summer together. Things are good in our orbit though. I've gotten much better as far as not overthinking things and I feel a lot more confident with us. I am so in love with him. <3