Okay, so I survived the countdown from August 18th! Now, I wait. Anthony will be home any time now! I don't know exactly when, but it could be anywhere between an hour from now or 6 hours from now, depending on how the trains are running....and if he's taking the train home. He typically does, so I am assuming this time will be no different. The butterflies have been fluttering in my belly all day! I can't stand waiting. These last few hours are always so slow! My hug is so close, yet so far. Since I got home from school, I've just been browsing the web, trying to pass the time. I am now at the point where I hate surprises lol. I don't like not knowing what time he'll be home. I have to keep my makeup looking good all day and all night so that way I don't look like crap when he arrives. I hope he's not too tired to see me when he gets home. If I have to, I will. I won't be happy though. I've waited 3 and a half months for this moment and I don't want him being tired to be the reason I can't hug him tonight. I am reluctant to text him and ask him what his ETA is, in case he is planning on trying to surprise me. AHHHHHH THIS IS HAPPENING! AND SOON.