I have not felt as stressed out as I do right now in a long time, if ever. I feel so trapped. What about?
MONEY
The money is totally not flowing right now. My job cut my hours significantly, so I am only working about 6 hours a week making slightly more than minimum wage. It's just not enough. I can barely afford to pay my bills. I don't get to see one cent of my paycheck because it all goes towards paying my credit card bill off or paying my car loan. I don't even know what to do. I'm not asking for advice, I guess I just need to vent. I know once school is done, I will be making decent money in a career, but for now, that doesn't help me. My car will get repossessed if I can't make the payments on my loan. I got the notice in the mail today. I will be going back to the job I work in the summers in like April or so, making $10.75 an hour which is better than what I'm making now, but I will only be able to work weekends because I'll be in clinical all summer. I feel so stuck. I can't afford to spend money on anything because I have to save everything for bills. I'm kicking myself for spending so much on unnecessary things like 2 years ago when money was abundant. Nothing I can do about that now. It's affecting me so deeply but yet I haven't told anyone about it, nor have I shown any indication of stress. I feel like I can't ask for help from my parents because they're already helping me pay for ultrasound school and my mom is providing me with a place to stay, rent-free. I wish I could declare bankruptcy, but I can't because I have accounts that only my parents have access to. I don't even know much I have in those either. All I know is those accounts would sure as hell help. I don't know why I don't have the info on them, I mean, I am 21 years old so my finances are technically mine. Fuck. I don't know what I'm doing.
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#1Laural007 commentedJanuary 28, 2014, 01:32 PMEditing a commentI couln't read the entire blog because the lettering is way to small for my jacked up eyes, but things will get better with time.
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#2lyonsgirl commentedJanuary 28, 2014, 01:49 PMEditing a commentHave you worked out a budget for yourself? One of the things I have done in the past is track where every penny goes. It worked for me, and got me to stop spending as much on unnecessary items.
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